Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD
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Saturday, April 30, 2005
Boredom

Yeeeeeeeees. Boredom. XD;;;

Changed the blog's bg pic, again.
This time, it's Krad from DNAngel. <3 <3 <3 He's my #4 bishie in the series... (Dark is the #1, followed by Satoshi, then Daisuke.) XD;;;

Dunno what to do this time... I'm not in the mood to make more bookmarks/wallpapers. lol. XD Maybe next time. But I managed to make one wallpaper this morning... and it's a wallpaper of Lyserg from Shaman King. ^^;

Nothing much, really. I'm soooo bored. XD;;; I ran out of cellphone load awhile ago, and soon enough [again], my internet card will run out of time soon. I have around 10+ hours left. I'm such an internet addict. XD Why? Because this card has 30 hours of internet time, and now I only have 10+ hours left. Haha. XD XD XD

Oh well. Bye for now XD;;

0 broken chains [+] 12:17 PM  


Friday, April 29, 2005
Hmmm... just remembered something.

Just remembered something.
When are they (my parents) going to enroll me? ...in a driving school, I mean. XD

Other than that, I want to learn how to play the violin... *whaps herself* come on, Meira, dream on @_@

I miss my mom. T_T It's quite uneasy having no one to scold me once day ^^;;; FYI, my mom is in the province right now, taking care of my grandmother who just had a heart attack a few days ago. Fortunately, my grandmother [after the heart attack] didn't turn into a vegetable ^^;;; in fact she is quite stubborn-- she wants to get up and walk despite the fact that half of her body is paralyzed. O_O
I hope grandma gets well soon... and I hope my mom will get home soon, too.

It's just now that I discovered that I prefer to be scolded... I feel their 'love' more. Hehe.

Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees I know I'm weird. But it's my blog, and my blog contains my outlet-thoughts. So tolerate it. XD XD XD

Okay that was weird. Errr.... that's all for now. Bye. XD;;;

0 broken chains [+] 8:46 PM  



untitled IV

Untitled...er...because I can't think of a decent title 8D;;;
I'm really getting more dumb by the minute. XD Too much computer-ing I guess.

Anywayz... yeah, just got online around 4 hours ago. Pretty new, eh? I'm supposed to be online the whole day, but ever since my parents started cutting down on my internet card expenses, I usually find myself making wallpapers [and bookmarks XD] with Adobe Photoshop.

Soooo.. yeah. Made a bunch of wallpapers and bookmarks today... haha. I made around 12 wallpapers and around 10 bookmarks... some are DNAngel wallpapers, and some are made for Night Cross (yesh, our guild).

I submitted my DNAngel wallpapers to two sites, which are listed in 'sites I usually visit', in the Navigation. Dunno if they'll post it, though. ^_^; Oh well. XD

Hehe I admit, I'm already addicted to DNAngel. =D
Maybe I'll try searching for more pics when I feel like it... hehe. As of now, I'll be making wallpapers and bookmarks out of some pictures in my anime pictures folder. At least, I can save more internet time this way...XD;;; But, of course, as I use it, the time is also ticking away. XD

Hehe, that's all for now. My mind is getting blank again. o_o
(Wheee I'm dumb now.. gaaah. Kyuuuuuu. @_@)

0 broken chains [+] 8:22 PM  


Wednesday, April 27, 2005
fanlistings mania XD

Just a short update. XD
I've been bored the whole morning.. waiting for my parents to buy me an internet card T~T It's so hard having no money [of my own]... I can't buy the stuff I want right away. XD

But at least I got to do *another* banner for the blog. Same goes with the bg. And with the fanlistings. XD;;;

I'm almost done with the joining thingy... I'm at the near end of the list now. ^^ After this I'll add the other character fanlistings which I forgot to list down before... then I'll join them. Haha. XD;;;

Oh well. But I probably won't be able to finish joining them all tonight... maybe I'll be done with this tomorrow. Then I'll join the remaining fanlistings... or maybe I'll refer to my old site for those.

Aaaaaaaaanyway... my mind feels blank right now. Haha... XD;;;; Hope to update tomorrow... I have plans. Fanlisting(s)~~ and also my deviantART. I have a lot of artworks to upload @_@ I did draw a lot during our stay in Baguio... XD;;
Oh well. That's all for now~ jaa. XD

0 broken chains [+] 9:44 PM  


Tuesday, April 26, 2005
What's happening to me?XD

Just got back from the "province" (Baguio, Philippines) yesterday afternoon. Nothing special, though.
During our stay there, I got to make friends(?) with our maids... thanks to my parents being out for the convention which was held in Camp John Hay (Baguio).

We [me and the maids] watched my DNAngel vcds while my parents were away. And, to my surprise, they liked it. 8D;; They have come to like Dark and all those bishies there. Haha.

But, as I said, it's nothing special. XD;; I'm quite hesitant to be 'close' to them since, it's a fact that they are maids after all, and they are bound to go in the future... so as my mom said, I shouldn't be too close. Sometimes it pains me to think that most of the people I made/make friends with seem to 'go'... oh well.

By the way, for these past few days, I've been dreaming weird dreams. O_o Unfortunately I can't remember them, well maybe except for some... but only a little remains in my memory.
Here are some of the stuff I remember from my dreams... lol.
** A dark place in London, 1800's... I think.
** A sad melody.
** The alias "Montague" (pronounced as 'mon-ta-gu-we').
** Tears.

I must say, it's really weird.

Anywayz... that's all for now. My mind is feeling blank right now... 8D;;
I just hope that my parents would buy me an internet card soon. The time is ticking away.... *sigh* And to think that they bought me two RO cards. -__-" How can I use these RO cards if I don't have the internet?!?! Sheesh. -__________-"

0 broken chains [+] 9:41 AM  


Monday, April 18, 2005
off to the province we go ^^;

Eeeek. This lazyness is getting me overboard. XD;;;
It's almost 10pm and I STILL HAVEN'T PREPARED A SINGLE ANTI-BOREDOM THINGY. D:
Oh well. Maybe I'll just listen to my CDs for the whole week XD;;; Just kidding.

I'll prepare my stuff laterrrrrr D:
I promise. XD

Still not yet finished with the join-a-fanlisting thingy. Yeah the codes (or should I say text links) are up now... but I haven't joined all of these fanlistings yet. XD;;; As of now, I'm done with.. uh.. around 1/3 of the list. Nothing special.

Oh well. Might as well prepare... I'll bring my sketchbook(s) and bondpapers and coloring stuff and some manga... and some pencils and erasers and all that paraphernalia(sp?). XD XD XD

Soooo this will be my last entry for the meantime. No I won't go to an internet shop in Baguio just to update... I'll update when we get back. Going to an internet shop is a risk these days. D:
Errr.. yeah. That's it for now. 'Till next time. Baibai. ^___^

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fanlistings and an amusing thingy.

Weee. Here I go again with the fanlistings. XD
But I haven't joined any, as of now. *still lazy* As you can see at the navigation (er.. the right part... no, not Hao XD XD XD) I have linked 100+ fanlistings. And yes, they are anime character fanlistings. So many. *_* Well, it's not surprising anyway. I know I am reaaaaally an anime freak. :D

Anywayz... as said in my previous entry, we'll be going to Baguio tomorrow. ^^; Aaaaand~ I still haven't prepared my anti-boredom kit. XD Yes I know it's almost 7 pm, but I really feel lazy; and I want to be here in front of the computer, typing away. Did you know that I for almost the whole day [today], I was online just for the blog. Fweee. I love my blog. I believe this blog is "successful", compared to my other blogs who died a bloggy death. XD

Hmm. Still bored, but I am amused with my efforts today. I changed the layout, and I worked hard to link those 100+ fanlistings. And~~~ I haven't looked in a mirror yet. I guess my eyebags are very heavy(?) already... haha. Compie addict. *whaps herself*

Oh, I almost forgot. I found this in Kira/Jeni's blog... it's amusing. Especially the result. I shall underline the stuff which applies to myself... hehe. XD;;;

My birthday: May 27, 1988
5 + 27 + 1988 = 2020
2 + 0 + 2 + 0 = 4
4=THE CONSERVATIVE (Like, wow. Conservative. They got that right. Wow. Woot! XD)

4 - THE CONSERVATIVE 4's are sensible and traditional. They like order and routine. They only act when they fully understand what they are expected to do. They like getting their hands dirty and working hard. They are attracted to the outdoors and feel an affinity with nature. They are prepared to wait and can be stubborn and persistent. They should learn to be more flexible and to be nice to themselves.
Famous 4's: Neil Diamond, Margaret Thatcher, Arnold Schwarzenegger, Tina Turner, Paul Hogan, Oprah Winfrey.


Copy this and see who you are(?) XD XD XD

Your birth date describes who we are, what we are good at and what our inborn abilities are. It also points to what we have to learn and the challenges we are facing.To figure out your Birth Number, add all the numbers in the birth date together, like in the example, until there is only one digit. A Birth Number does not prevent you from being anything you want to be, it will just color your choice differently and give you a little insight.Example March 20, 19503 + 20 + 1950 = 19731 + 9 + 7 + 3 = 202 + 0 = 22 is the Birth Number to read for the birth date in the example..

1 THE ORIGINATOR.
2 THE PEACEMAKER.
3 THE LIFE OF THE PARTY.
4 THE CONSERVATIVE.
5 THE NONCONFORMIST.
6 THE ROMANTIC.
7 THE INTELLECTUAL.
8 THE BIG SHOT.
9 THE PERFORMER

1 - THE ORIGINATOR 1 's are originals. Coming up with new ideas and executing them is natural. Having things their own way is another trait that gets them as being Stubborn and arrogant. 1's are extremely honest and do well to learn some diplomacy skills. They like to take the initiative and are oftenleaders or bosses, as they like to be the best. Being self-employed is definitely helpful for them.Lesson to learn Others' ideas might be just as good or better and to stay open minded. Famous 1's: Tom Hanks, Robert Redford, Hulk Hogan, Carol Burnett, Wynonna Judd, Nancy Reagan, Raquel Welch..

2 - THE PEACEMAKER 2's are the born diplomats. They are aware of others' needs and moods and often think of others before themselves. Naturally analytical and very intuitive they don't like to be alone. Friendship and companionship is very important and can lead them to be successful in life, but on the otherhand they'd rather be alone than in an uncomfortable relationship.Being naturally shy they should learn to boost their self-esteem and express themselves freely and seize the moment and not put things off. Famous 2's: Madonna, Whoopee Goldberg, Thomas Edison, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart..

3 - THE LIFE OF THE PARTY 3's are idealists. They are very creative, social, charming, romantic, and easygoing. They start many things, but don't always see themthrough. They like others to be happy and go to great lengths to achieve it. They are very popular and idealistic. They should learn to see the world from a more realistic point of view. Famous 3's: Alan Alda, Ann Landers, Bill Cosby, Melanie Griffith, Salvador Dali, Jodi Foster.

4 - THE CONSERVATIVE 4's are sensible and traditional. They like order and routine. They only act when they fully understand what they are expected to do. They like getting their hands dirty and working hard. They are attracted to the outdoors and feel an affinity with nature. They are prepared to wait and can be stubborn and persistent. They should learn to be more flexible and to be nice to themselves. Famous 4's: Neil Diamond, Margaret Thatcher, Arnold Schwarzenegger, Tina Turner, Paul Hogan, Oprah Winfrey.

5 - THE NONCONFORMIST 5's are the explorers. Their natural curiosity, risk taking, andenthusiasm often land them in hot water. They need diversity, and don'tlike to be stuck in a rut. The whole world is their school and they see a learningpossibility in every situation. The questions never stop. They are welladvised to look before they take action and make sure they have all thefacts before jumping to conclusions. Famous 5's: Abraham Lincoln, Charlotte Bronte,Jessica Walter, Vincent Van Gogh, Bette Midler, Helen Keller and MarkHamil..

6 - THE ROMANTIC 6's are idealistic and need to feel useful to be happy. A strong family connection is important to them. Their actions influence theirdecisions. They have a strong urge to take care of others and to help. They are very loyal And make great teachers. They like art or music. They make loyal friends who Take the friendship seriously. 6's should learn to differentiate between what they can change and what they cannot. Famous 6's: AlbertEinstein, Jane Seymour, John Denver, Meryl Streep, Christopher Columbus, Goldie Hawn.

7 - THE INTELLECTUAL 7's are the searchers. Always probing for hidden information, they find it difficult to accept things at face value. Emotions don't sway their decisions. Questioning everything in life, they don't like to be questioned themselves. They're never off to a fast start, and their motto is slow and steady wins the race. They come across as philosophers and beingvery knowledgeable, and sometimes as loners. They are technically inclined and make great researchers uncovering information. They like secrets. They live in their own world and should learn what is acceptable and what not in the world at large. Famous 7's: William Shakespeare, Lucille Ball, Michael Jackson, Joan Baez, Princess Diana.

8 - THE BIG SHOT 8's are the problem solvers. They are professional, blunt and to thepoint, have good judgment and are decisive. They have grand plans andlike to live the good life. They take charge of people. They viewpeople objectively. They let you know in no uncertain terms that they are the boss. Famous8's:Edgar Cayce, Barbra Streisand, George Harrison, Jane Fonda, PabloPicasso, Aretha Franklin, Nostrodamus .

9 - THE PERFORMER 9's are natural entertainers. They are very caring and generous, givingaway their last dollar to help. With their charm, they have no problemmaking friends and nobody is a stranger to them. They have so manydifferent personalities that people around them have a hard timeunderstanding them.They are like chameleons, ever changing and blending in. They havetremendous luck, But also can suffer from extremes in fortune and mood. To besuccessful, they need to build a loving foundation. Famous 9's: AlbertSchweitzer, Shirley MacLaine, Harrison Ford, Jimmy Carter, Elvis Presley

0 broken chains [+] 6:54 PM  



new layout.

Finally, I had some time to make a new layout. <3
Just browsed through Blogskins.com... and I copied some of 'em, and edited it. So... here it is. Hehe. Hope it's ok XD;;; And sorry if the new pic (at the right) is Hao Asakura [Shaman King]. Just can't help it, he's so cute. <3 Btw I'm the one who did those blue flames... haha nothing much.

Something's weird with the falling thingys. It only falls at the top part of the blog.... but before, it falls on the entire blog >_< I wonder why. Oh well. I hope it's ok anyway. ^^;;;

We'll be leaving for Baguio tomorrow -.- Gawd I haven't prepared yet. Well, except for my clothes and stuff... but for my anti-boredom kit, it's not yet ready. XD;;;; Maybe I'll start preparing later. XD Laadeedaa. I'm thankful..at least my internet card's last day(?) is today. Good timing. lol.

Anywayz. I'm kinda bored lol. And I feel laaaaaaaaaazy. What would you expect of me after 4+ hours of experimenting with the codes (for the new layout)?XD Oh well.

Er... bye for now. XD;;; Hope to update later. If not, then, bye for a few days... hehe. XD;;;

0 broken chains [+] 12:45 PM  


Sunday, April 17, 2005
boredom...as usual

Yes, boredom... again... as usual.
Nothing much, just downloading some mp3 as always. We'll be leaving for Baguio this Tuesday, and of course, I will be separated from my beloved computer once again. XD XD XD
So yeah, I'm downloading mp3s... and after that I'll burn these into a CD so I can listen to my fave music while we're on our way.

So far, I downloaded around 98 mp3s (based on the mp3 count), I think. Woot. I have a total of 200+ mp3s on my computer... no wonder it's so slow. But yeah, it's ok XD;;; It's for the sake of fighting against boredom anyway.

2 more CDs left to burn... haha. XD;;

Gotta love anime songs, really. Oh well, I bet you find me weird... but I don't mind, since I already know that I am an anime freak. :3
Hehe I'm starting to get addicted to the song "Mou sukoshi...mou sukoshi..." from the anime Midori Days [Midori no Hibi]. The song is quite relaxing, and I like the lyrics of the song; which pertains to hidden love(?). XD;;;

I know it's not really me to be talking about these kind of stuff, but yeah, this is my blog, so bear with it. Why are you reading this in the first place if you don't like me? If you don't, then, *imitates Ren Tao's dubbed accent* off with you. XD

Okay that was weird.

Anywayz... yeah, still bored. I'm currently downloading the ending theme (I think) from Grander Musashi RV. I've been looking for this for.. uh... ages. XDDD

*shrugs* This is my last internet card.. haha. I used up the card which Matt gave me... now I'm using the last, the one given by Kira/Jeni. 14+ hours left, I think. I just hope this will sustain(?) up to tomorrow.

Ack, my mom's here. Bye for now~~

0 broken chains [+] 12:36 PM  


Friday, April 15, 2005
Fields of Hope

Hehe, nothing much (again).
I'm currently downloading mp3(s) from Gundam Seed and Gundam Seed Destiny. Never thought that these series really have nice songs.

My fave song right now is "Fields of Hope" from Gundam Seed Destiny; sung by the voice actress of the character Lacus Clyne. XD

Laadeedaa... I'm still bored.
I just wish that my internet is unlimited... but sometimes the Net doesn't cure boredom. XD;;;

Anyway.. yeah. Still bored. Maybe I'll go download some more mp3s.
Or maybe play RO... especially that my RO card will run out of game time tomorrow.

Gosh I'm really bored.

0 broken chains [+] 4:28 PM  



nothing much, really.

Aaah yes. Another lazy Friday morning.
The clouds are not bright, but they're not gray(?) either. Anyway, yeah. I feel like slouching in my chair right now. XD

Hehe, forgot to say... uh, yeah. We were out the whole day yesterday XDD

First we went to the Manila Pavillion and ate our lunch there. Gawd, there were so many food(s) to choose from. *_* I ate a lot more than I should, though. I was enticed. Haha. After that I felt so bloated I can't even drink one more drop of water. XD;;;
After that we went to St. Paul Manila [again] to complete our enrollment. But they weren't accepting advanced enrollees; so there. The Registrar said that we need to have an assessment, but it won't be available until May... but they said I'm considered as enrolled... lol. Confusing.
After that we went around Manila ... I'm feeling lazy to enumerate the places we went to, sorry. XD;; It's not that important anyway.
Lastly, we went to Makati and I bought some manga there. XD I bought Shaman King vol. 9 and 10; and Yami no Matsuei volume 6. I was supposed to buy one DNAngel manga, but it was expensive since it was just a newly-arrived manga. Too bad. XD Actually I was supposed to buy 2 manga(s) only, but since the shop was having a sale [20% off], I was able to persuade my mom to buy me 3 manga(s). Soooo... yeah. I'm quite content, for now.

I just hope that the next time I go there, there would be already a XXXHOLiC manga available. The saleslady said that they ran out of that manga a few days ago. lol. So I can say that it's really a great manga since it easily ran out of stock.

Oh gawd, my grammar is deteriorating again. -_- Ah what the heck.

Hehe, bye for now... I'm starting to feel lazy again. XD

0 broken chains [+] 10:39 AM  


Wednesday, April 13, 2005
quizzes, yet again. XD

More quizzes.. lol. Boredom is really seeping in to me. -_-
Maybe I'll sleep earlier than usual... I feel sleepy now. Besides, I've been in front of the computer the whole day...

Rain
Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
to see it, and are quite creative be it in art,
music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in
now you don't even bother to try having been
hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude
is that you don't need anyone but yourself,
people are just trouble waiting to happen. But
you really do want to trust someone no matter
if you see it or not, deep down your waiting
for someone to come and set you free. This kind
of depression can turn dangerous, don't let
them get to you. Not everyone in the world will
hurt you, humans are humans and are not
perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll
meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps
your shell will eventually disappear.


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence



You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks.
You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent.
An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer.
Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstartions help you learn best.

You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.



What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?



Snow Sprite
Unique, mystical, insightful and beautiful
You are a Snow sprite. Mysterious, and alluring you
naturally attract people to you, your like a
people magnet even though you most often wish
to be alone. Your love for cold climates and
snow has given you an insight into the beauty
few see. While most see bland white you see a
forest or blanket of sparkling white beauty. To
you life is something precious and you intend
to figure out its mysteries. You are very
mature and don't waste your intelligence on
childish games or people not worth your time
which can make you seem arrogant at times but
you are really just intent on saving your time
for better things. Your soul is very beautiful
if not a little shut up, you keep your emotions
hidden from everyone and therefore they don't
know what your capable of. You are a living
fantasy.


.::=What type of Mythical Sprite are you?=::. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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You May Be a Bit Borderline ...









Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame!

When you're up, you're a little bit crazy...

And when you're down, your whole world is crashing

Scary thing is, these moods can change by the minute!



What Personality Disorder Are You?



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Whingeing? o.o complaining? lol. True.. true. Haha. Amusing. XD

0 broken chains [+] 8:28 PM  



boredom, yet again. II

QUIZZES GALORE..!!! Well, not really... just one quiz, again.
Tohmaaaaaaaaaaaaa XD

i'm tohma seguchi!
which member of nittle grasper are you? click here!

0 broken chains [+] 1:05 PM  



boredom, yet again.

Hi. Er.. nothing much, really. Just felt like posting a short statement, lol.
Er... yeah. XD;;

We're supposed to go out [again?] but I think it's postponed... we'll be going tomorrow instead.
Hehe maybe I/we? will start doing the stuff needed for enrollment @St. Paul Manila..
And hopefully after that we'll go to Makati to buy manga.
Weeee. Manga. 8D <-- new smiley, saw it at deviantART

Btw check out my dA page, it's updated... well, not really, but I managed to do another artwork.... Marik as Kougaiji XDDDD I like them both. They're cool and cute and somewhat evil XDDDD

I really feel like reminiscing Saiyuki right now. ^_^ Particularly Kougaiji (my new avvy).
He's so sexy for a demon... weeeeeeee.

Other than that, I'm getting quite amused with my Gravitation CD... I burned it.. but yeah, I like the songs. Especially "Easy Action"... I find it upbeat(?) and it's nice to dance with lol.

Okay enough now.. haha. Bye. XD

0 broken chains [+] 12:15 PM  


Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Finally... some more time.

Jeni/Kira visited(?) awhile ago... and she returned the stuffs that she borrowed for the school year. In turn, I gave her the Gravitation CD (burned, hehe) as she requested weeks ago.
So.. yeah. She was able to buy me an internet card @_@ And I paid her for that... well for the internet card, I mean.

Yessssssssss. More time. Yay. XD XD XD

But I should not abuse it too much, it's only 20 hours, after all. I must make tipid with the internet card or I won't be able to laro laro RO before we go to Baguio. XD

Shet. Conyo English. Hahahahahaha. I'm under the influence of Moonlight Flower (based on the RO Fanfic, "A day in the life of the MVPs". If you want to read it, search for it in the pRO forum. Or, you can get a copy/paste copy from me.) :D

Anyway... yeah. I'm bored.. and I'm still doing nothing. Well, except for attempting to draw Marik Ishtar (Yugioh) in Kougaiji (Gensomaden Saiyuki)'s outfit. Haha.

Laadeedaa.

Maybe I'll post next time. Bye XD

0 broken chains [+] 1:19 PM  


Monday, April 11, 2005
I'm starting to get impatient.

As said in my previous entry, my pRO knight is supposed to be married at 5pm today.
Unfortunately, the groom was taking an entrance test... so he wasn't able to make it.
Same goes with the guild. No one was online.

FUWAAAAAAAAAAAAH!! JUST CANCEL THE DAMNED RO WEDDING THEN! >_<
It's so annoying. How dare he.. making the bride wait for 3+ hours. O_o
I know it's just RO, but.. even so... argh. Words cannot express how annoyed I am right now.
Maybe the groom will go online when I'm already out of internet card =p

Meh. I'm bored. And I need an extra internet card...

0 broken chains [+] 7:26 PM  



just passing by.

8+ hours left in my internet card. Argh.. this sucks.
Just a few minutes more before my pRO knight becomes a bride... haha. Nothing much, really. It's not that special I guess. XD

Anyway, yeah. Changed the background pic of the blog, again. Hope it's ok though. I really liked the pic, so I edited it and ... there. ^^;

I'm feeling lazy... I don't feel like posting right now. XD;;

Oh well. Bye...

0 broken chains [+] 4:34 PM  


Sunday, April 10, 2005
untitled III

Meh.
I don't really know what to say/type right now... I'm kinda depressed (again).

Well, it's not really depression... it's like a combination of frustration and depression... or maybe anger? As Neobie said, depression is anger without enthusiasm. XD

So.. yeah.
Just a few more days (or maybe hours) before I fall into the ETERNAL ABYSS OF BOREDOM AND NO INTERNET.

Yes that's right.
It's because, when my internet card (this one, the one I'm using right now) runs out of internet time, I won't be online again... since my parents won't be buying any more internet cards for me.

IT'S BECAUSE THEY WANT ME TO READ F*CKING NEWSPAPERS THE WHOOOOOOOLE DAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. DAMNATION!!!

It's so annoying, really.
What's the use of a vacation? I still have to read... *shrugs* Really, I'm not really into reading newspapers. But I'm forced to. Why? Dunno.

Sometimes I can't understand my parents... -_____-

Yeah... they said that they would buy me an internet card if they see me reading newspapers... damn sh!t. What do I care about the world anyway?

Aaaah yes, General Information... f*cking piece of sh!t.

I want to play RO, post in my blog, post at deviantART, or any online thingy for that matter. I JUST WANT TO ENJOY VACATION BEFORE I ENTER COLLEGE, BECAUSE I DOUBT THAT I WOULD HAVE TIME TO GO ONLINE DURING COLLEGE, OK?!

Too bad my parents can't hear what I'm thinking.

I'm so annoyed right now, I wanna cry.
Wait, I cried already.

No one gives a damn about me... maybe except for one spirit. It is a spirit.
I was drowning myself in tears awhile ago when all of a sudden, my electric fan turned on by itself. o_o Of course I was surprised, but I was quite touched since at least someone (or something?) cared about me. I cried more after that.

I still feel like crying up to now, but I'm holding back my tears since my parents might see me.
I don't want to be questioned again... and I don't want to have another "heart to heart" talk. I already had one this morning. And I'm fed up with it today. So, please, no more "talks" for today. Puh-leeze.

I'm quite amused with myself these days... I've become so weird, and I deserve more intimidation and torture. Fweee.

Cagalli is still insistent. She is still saying that she would die @ April 18. Damn.
I think I want to follow her :DD
Maybe during my college life... I still have some planning to do.

Oh well.
Bye for now, and advanced byebye forever; just in case I won't get online anymore.
Take care everyone. Farewell.

2 broken chains [+] 5:57 PM  


Saturday, April 09, 2005
hmmm.

Just visited Cosio's blog... and I can't help but think, am I am the only one (among year IV batch 2005) who is going to SPUM? XD
Of course not. XD

Anyway, yeah. We'll be going out later, yay.
We'll be going to Feata (in Makati), I'll be buying some manga. XD

We're supposed to go to SPUM too, but my X-ray is still with my doctor, and she is still observing(?) it. She said there's something wrong there.. woot.
Until she gives me back that copy, I can't go to SPUM yet. At least, the medical thingies are the only ones I have to comply...(?) Sorry, wrong grammar. *ahem*

Ahh.. headache.

Being online for 2 hours gives me a headache. -_- I shouldn't be experiencing this if I was allowed to go online earlier... Bitin kasi ako eh. That's why I'm having a headache.

Well, can't blame my dad... -_- He was kinda busy this morning so he wasn't able to buy me an internet card right away. XD

Oh well.
Bye for now, I'm forced to sleep O____o

0 broken chains [+] 12:31 PM  


Thursday, April 07, 2005
is life really this unfair?

Just got out of pRO, but I wasn't able to say a proper goodbye because my parents said to they would use the phone; thus I had to disconnect right away.

Now I'm back online, but they said that I should sleep at 10pm. Sharp. -____-"
I don't have enough time to go online again at pRO, considering the slowness of my computer when it comes to loading the RO program.

*sigh* Is life really this unfair?

...I've recently noticed, every time there is a guild reunion at RO, I'm always "disconnecting" against my will. It's neither because of the Net itself nor it's because of my parents... *shrugs*

Haaay. Ganito nalang ba ako buong bakasyon?
Sus, nagbakasyon pa ako... hindi ko naman pala naenjoy.
(Haaay. Will I stay like this for the rest of the vacation?
Sheesh, what a waste. And I thought I'd enjoy my vacation.)

I'm so frustrated right now. Really.
I know it's just a virtual thingy (it's Ragnarok Online, what do you expect?), but I can't help but feel this way since, after all, they (the guild) are my friends. They are some of the few people who I really treasure. Unlike some "untrue" friends... *sigh*

And to think that Cagalli (a guildmate) told us that she won't be online starting on April 18 because she will die. O________o Of course, everyone was surprised. I was really surprised too when she said that; since I thought I (among the guild members) am the member who has the strongest desire to die.
Anyway... we were all stubborn. "It can't be true, right?" I hope she's just joking or something...
And to think (again) that we're in Baguio at that time. Wah. -_-

All this confusion is crushing me.... and I feel so burdened.
So I guess this quote could be true: "Sometimes, what destiny unites, life divides..."
*sigh* Life... it confuses the h3ll out of me...

0 broken chains [+] 9:44 PM  



just one quiz.

Hehe... nothing much. Saw it @ Kira (Jeni)'s blog.. XD
Coooool. X3

Assassin

You are an
assassin.

That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes




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1 broken chains [+] 9:02 AM  



of college enrollment and utter boredom

Hehe, late post. I'm supposed to supposed to post yesternight but I was too tired to use the compie and update my blog.. XD

Anyway.
Yeah.. I was out the whole day yesterday >_> Completing the requirements for college (St. Paul University Manila). Damn the requirements were soooooooooo many. @_______@

First, I had my interview (which really didn't look like an interview) at around 9:30 am. Then we were given some documents to complete(?). We were going around the school doing that and we stopped at 12 noon.

We took our lunch at Pancake House (Robinsons). Thank God for Robinsons.. since it was just a few meters away from SPUM.

Then we went to Manila Doctors Hospital to complete my requirement (the medical exam thingy). I had my X-ray and a minor check-up with my doctor... and she gave me a booster @.@ I think it's an immunization(?) for Hepa B1. Yeah... and after that I saw that there's something wrong with my X-ray. My lungs are not equal... well something like that. O_o Since my mom saw it too, she told me to cut down on my coffee habit -_________-" wah.

We went out of Manila Doctors Hospital at around 4 pm, I think.

After that we went to my dentist to have my dental check-up (this time its for the dental exam thingy) and have a minor cleaning of my teeth. My teeth are so white now. Weeeeee. :D
I want that toothbrush.. the bzzzz thingy.. yeah the one with the batteries. It's so fun using that. XD

We went out of my dentist's office(?) at around 6:30 pm.

After the visit to the dentist, we were supposed to go to Feata (a comic/anime shop in Makati) but it was too late now, since it's already dark. -_- So we just went to my dad's office... and we stayed there until 8:30 pm. Of course, my parents were the working with the other office people at that time, and I was left in the lounge(??) or living room, with nothing to do.

It was boredom, I tell you. BOREDOM!!!!!!!!

And because of it I ran out of load (celfone) because I was texting everyone in the guild (who was online) and also our maid here at home.

Boredom... argh.

I promise to do something productive (in RO) today. I was itching to play RO last night at the office lol. But what would you expect of an office? Of course they don't have RO in their computers. Besides, most of the people in the office last night were working overtime, so I don't have the right to use their compies. XD

Soooo... yeah. That's all. I want to go online now. Haha.
Bye. XD

0 broken chains [+] 8:28 AM  


Tuesday, April 05, 2005
lemon?o.o not really.

Just finished reading a semi-lemony Shaman King fanfic, entitled Her Last Goodnight". Quite angsty (not really). But Jeanne had to die at the end... fuwaah. T_T Can't help but wonder.. what happened to Hao? O_o Nevermind.
Hmmmmmmmmmmm... I would looooove to die like that. Weee! X3

The story is nice, though I can't really recommend it to people who don't have a sense of romance or passion. XD
I admit, I'm not really into romance-- wait, I am, but I'm NOT into MUSH. I hate mush. XD

I'd prefer romance stories without (or with not so much) mush. I'd prefer those erotic stories, but of course it shouldn't be savage.
Key word: PASSION.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I'm high again. Damn you Hao Asakura... why did you have to be so sexy? *_*

Which reminds me.. I should go offline now so I could start drawing those 4 Shaman King bishies (which I looove <3) particularly Ren, Hao, Lyserg, and Yoh. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. How should I draw them? Bondage? Hmmmmm....

I'm really not myself right now. I think.
Or I'm just in a period of overloading hormones O____O

Oh well. Bye for now, my online time is up (actually it's 'up' since 1pm, I'm just going overboard again because my parents are out.).. Hope to be back next time.

I'll be having my interview at SPUM tomorrow O_O So I'll be out for the meantime XDDD

Bye~

1 broken chains [+] 2:09 PM  


Monday, April 04, 2005
satisfied... temporarily.

(For some reason it's been a habit to post my avatar first before I post... maybe because it's a rule in our guild blog/s). XD

Anyway. I'm quite satisfied today, because, despite being not able to lvl properly in RO, I was able to go online for more than 5 hours (which is the "new" rule in the house).

My parents, knowing that I have my scanner, asked me to scan and print (kinda like xerox) some of their documents. I agreed, because I thought that while printing the documents, I could go online and edit some stuff in the blog(s)... and I did.

Weeee, I'm so happy.
As you can see, I already have a background pic (not really, but at least there's something at the side). Hehe.. I didn't do much in this blog anyway lol. I spent majority of my time online modifying the 2nd blog of the guild (randomness blog), wherein I'm the manager. Cagalli is the manager of the 1st blog (the RO blog). ^^

So... yeah. I'm happy, and satisfied with my accomplishments tonight [online]. Maybe except for RO. I reaaaaaaaaaally want to lvl my assassin... (oh, and thanks to Kenric who used my account and made my thief into an assassin) XD XD XD

At long last I already have 2 second-jobbers in pRO Loki. Next target for job change: my merchant [future blacksmith].

Too bad the 2X EXP thingy is only up to April 6, which is Wednesday. Unfortunately, I'm out on that day... I have to go to St. Paul Manila to have the interview, and to enroll... -_-

Oh well. Bye for now, have to watch Shaman King. X3

0 broken chains [+] 7:32 PM  



still annoyed wif (with) my life.

Is it just me or life really is sh!t?

If only I could stop time... I don't want to grow older if this is my consequence. I'm turning 17 soon, but they still treat me as a child. They force me to sleep early, they turn off the phone as they like so I can't go online for a long time, and now it seems that they're forcing me to do things which I don't want -___-"

LIFE IS SO F*CKING ANNOYING!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!

Words are not enough to express my rage right now. If only I could be on a rampage... *sigh*

Hmm. I really am cursed.

For my whole life, I didn't experience how to be with TRUE friends. I think I've been with parasites, and unfortunately, I'm the host which they are "feeding" upon.

For my whole life, I didn't experience freedom. Not even a single moment.

For my whole life, I experienced happiness, but it was only for a short while.

For my whole life, I experienced betrayal and abandonment by my friends. Once they are satisfied, they leave you, as if you did nothing for them.

For my whole life, I never felt anyone care about me, they just look at me then laugh behind my back...

I really am cursed. I've lost hope. I struggle to live in this world, drifting without any goal.

Suicide? If only it is possible...

I am invisible. No one gives a damn about me. They can manage without me anyway, since I'm really useless.

I'm better off dead.

...sorry. I really am annoyed. I'll be okay sometime later... or next time. Bye.

1 broken chains [+] 9:26 AM  


Sunday, April 03, 2005
more quizzes.

More quizzes. Got it from my deadjournal.

DisorderRating
Paranoid Disorder:High
Schizoid Disorder:Low
Schizotypal Disorder:High
Antisocial Disorder:High
Borderline Disorder:Very High
Histrionic Disorder:High
Narcissistic Disorder:High
Avoidant Disorder:Very High
Dependent Disorder:Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:High

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --
-- Personality Disorders --




You want to be the best. Even if it means having no friends. But when friendship is flashing in your face, you reluctuntly accept it
Kai-You want to be the best. Even if it means
having no friends. But when friendship is
flashing in your face, you reluctuntly accept
it.


Which Anime Bishie Are You?
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Azriel
Azriel: One of the darker angels... you are the
angel of death, and destruction... how do you
like that? Figures? yea... thought so...


Which Angel Lays Within You?
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sorrow
Angel of Sorrow...everything just comes and goes.
Nothing really matters right now...you've lost
hope.


What kind of angel are you?
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Standard Yaoi Pervert
The standard Yaoi Pervert
You probably favour Tsu/Hi, 'cause they have TWO
VUW!!!11 You may blush while reading smut.


What type of Yami no Matsuei pervert are you?
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Hisoka-style
Hisoka-style


Yami no Matsuei personality test
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You are a Victim at Random
You will be killed randomly.


Yami no Matsuei: What way would Muraki murder you?
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Ice!
ICE is your chinese symbol!


What Chinese Symbol Are You? -- Updated (7/21/03)
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0 broken chains [+] 3:37 PM  



quizzes.

Just some random quizzes. I'm bored.

you are seagreen
#2E8B57

Your dominant hues are cyan and green. Although you definately strive to be logical you care about people and know there's a time and place for thinking emotionally. Your head rules most things but your heart rules others, and getting them to meet in the middle takes a lot of your energy some days.

Your saturation level is higher than average - You know what you want, but sometimes know not to tell everyone. You value accomplishments and know you can get the job done, so don't be afraid to run out and make things happen.

Your outlook on life can be bright or dark, depending on the situation. You are flexible and see things objectively.
the spacefem.com html color quiz

true... true...



uhh... O_o



anvil.. lol -_-'


97% Of The Internet Loves Me!
I am loved by 97% of the population, including:
23636 people who love programmers
34775 people who love quiz takers
32565 people who love bloggers
In return, I love 29% of the population, including:
39762 artistic people
21214 people who drink lots and lots of coffee
25340 negative people
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ehehe... o.o



LOL



O_o



I'm not really militant. I could be cool if I tried, but I usually don't try.

hehehe o.o



That's all for now... more to come later.

0 broken chains [+] 2:44 PM  



untitled II.

Forgot something.
Did I tell you that I'm also forced to disconnect the internet at their command? If I won't obey, they'd turn off the phone. -_-

Oh, and I'm also forced to sleep/take a nap if they want me to. *sigh*

Annoying.

0 broken chains [+] 1:19 PM  



untitled.

Just finished taking a bath... but my tears are still falling(?). I'm not really in the mood to talk, but I desperately need an outlet.

Slept late last night. 1 am. But I still can't sleep until it was around 2:30 am... I was crying my heart out.. well, silently. But yeah, I was crying.

Am I that cursed? Am I really forbidden to be happy??

My parents got mad at me last night for playing RO. O_o Like hell it was so depressing... and to think that I rarely play RO.. my play last night was the first, like, after around 1 month.

Sometimes I really can't understand myself. Nor my parents. I don't think I really understand the world.

---------------------------------------

I was still crying awhile ago... and I was lying on my bed (in my room). I was so absorbed in my depression that I forgot to lock the door. I was still crying my heart out until the door opened. It was my dad who opened the door. And to my surprise there were a bunch of people coming in after him... F*cking sh!t. Bad timing. VERY BAD TIMING.

Of all the times, why did he have to open the damn door?! Now all those people might think that I'm weird. Those people seeing me cry is such a horrible embarrassment.

Now, I can't say that no one has seen me cry yet. Damn. DAAAAAAAAMN.

I know, I know.. crying is okay, it is another way of letting out one's feelings. But in the world today, it is quite a facade.. and usually no one likes to be seen crying. For some reason, some people laugh at people who cry. They tease them, saying that they're weak... and it's really a letdown on the crying person's part.

Really, life is.. well.. sh!tty these days. Only the thick-skinned people seem to move on; and the normal people are regarded as abnormal...

*sigh* If only I could time-travel... I would've chosen to live in the middle ages... then I'd live as a knight... that way, I could find an easy way to die...

Life is sh!t. I know they say life is not beautiful without trials/problems, but... gaah whatever.
I hate my life.

0 broken chains [+] 12:14 PM  


Saturday, April 02, 2005
to play or not to play... XD

Mou... I'm really bored already. Funga fufu. -w- I hope I won't be bored tomorrow... especially now that we are finished with our Christian obligation (in short, Mass) for the week.

I'm planning to go online at pRO tonight, since I thought that it would be a waste to use the P100 load without really using it (I top-upped a few days ago lol).

So~~ yeah. Nothing much. It's a boring night.

I want to download some scans (Shaman King) yesterday, but for some reason I still feel lazy up to today -_- Fweee.

Fwee. Yoh-kun is so cute XDD Same goes with Hao. And~ yeah. You might be surprised at my current avatar (yeah the one with Hao over Yoh)... it looks like an official pic, right? XD But it's not... well that's what I think... so there. There can't possibly be an official Shaman King yaoi pic, right? But I'd be amused if there is... but... it depends on the pairing. XD

Yoh X Hao is cute... but it's kinda awkward. They are twins... then yaoi couples?O_O Eeek. I'd prefer Ren X Horo Horo. So cute... nyahahaha. XDD Gotta love the stickers that I bought... they're good eye candies. *drools*

Anyway~ I had a somewhat heavy(?) dinner tonight. lol. Bacon, egg, and fried fish, and banana... and my beverage is coffee, of course. I really LOVE coffee. XD Especially now that my mom bought me the flavored(?) Coffeemate... I think it's Vanilla and Cinnamon in one. Mmmmm... Cinnamon. XDD

Fweee... I'm getting high again. O_o I'll post later... or tomorrow... depends on my mood.
Now let me enjoy my coffee <3 Bye.

0 broken chains [+] 9:19 PM  



of crowdless workshops and unwanted silence

Just woke up from a short nap, after getting back home from the free workshop... I'm not tired, really. I'm just bored; and I'm not sure but I think I woke up on the wrong side of the bed. For some reason I feel really pissed off right now.

Uhh.. yeah, about the workshop thingy. It was okay, though I was quite disappointed with the number of people who attended. We were so few~!!! O_o Neob and I were the only ones present that morning... some people came too, but they came late. Really I also found myself bored during the introduction/history lesson part... but... oh well. At least I learned how to make a ball bounce/move in Macromedia Flash... unfortunately, I don't have that program here in my computer.

Gaaah I really don't feel right... I feel awkward.

Anyway... Cagalli is almost done with our guild's RO diary. She said that we could post there soon. I just hope that I would be able to post because I'm currently inactive in RO.

Goshness... I reaaaaaaaaaally feel awkward. Maybe I'll post later. Jaa,

0 broken chains [+] 3:42 PM  



of broken moons and falling glass

I know I should be getting ready to leave for the workshop, but I just had to take down this dream of mine which I had last night.

I was rubbing my eyes (just woke up at that time) and all of a sudden there was an earthquake. I hurried to my mom, who as at the kitchen, and I stayed there for the duration of the earthquake. For some reason, the ground and the surroundings started shattering like glass, and before I knew it, I was standing with a lot of people. We were all standing under the night sky, which was pitch black. Our only source of light was the moon, and a certain round planet(?) near the moon (but it looks like the moon too). I was confused, and all of a sudden the 2 moons(?) in the sky started to "dissolve". It shattered, which sent down pieces of broken glass. It was falling slowly though, yeah it was kinda dramatic. I was still confused and I turned to the person behind me... I dunno who she is, but I'm certain it was a girl. We held our hands together and prayed, with me leaning on her and the both of us bowing our heads. O_o I'm not sure if the rain of glass stopped, but soon I felt something. (Here comes the very weird part.) I looked to her (the girl who I was praying with) and she was in a state of shock. She told me, "Hey, why did I morph into a man??" and me, being me, was surprised too. I immediately understood what she said. She still looked the same, but she said she's a man alraedy.... and I didn't expect that to happen. And all of a sudden I thought that we were meant for each other so God made her into a man... lol.

Sooooo that's it. After that I woke up.
This is probably the weirdest dream I ever had (which I could still remember)... hahaha. I wonder who was/is that girl... O___o Eeek.

Oh well. Bye for now~ I have to get ready for the workshop before my parents change their minds about allowing me to go there... hehe XDD

0 broken chains [+] 7:34 AM  


Friday, April 01, 2005
manga jackpot... weeeeee

(I was supposed to post an entry awhile ago but for some reason, it didn't post. The blogger said there was an error and it cannot fulfill the request... blah blah blah... but.... oh nevermind. That entry was just talking about boredom anyway.)

Hehe just got an IM from a friend in YM... and she told me that she found a site with LOADS of MANGA. XDDD Weeeeeeee. She made my night. XD

Too bad it's already late [kinda]... oh well. Might as well download it tomorrow afternoon... after I get back from the workshop. XD

Btw, I installed(!) a chatbox for this blog... you can find it below the Link Me banners. ^^; Anyway, bye for now... I'm wordless [again]. Bye XD


EDIT: Well well well. My previous entry (the one supposed to be "vanished") showed up. The blogger admins had mercy on me O_O oh joy.

0 broken chains [+] 9:52 PM  



ARGH... boredom

I must say... this is certainly a boring evening (well except for the time when I was watching Shaman King).

I don't have anyone to chat with at YM, and no one is commenting at my dA page. Goshness.
Oh well... at least I got to have a short chat with Pinay, and Angie. And.. that's it. o_o

Anyhoo... I just visited the Level-Up! site, and I found out that there's an Art Contest (again). I wanted to join but there are toooooooooo many requirements. @__@ There's even a required size for the drawing... argh.

So much for planning to join the contest...

I'm really really bored... and I can't think of anything else to do (other than updating this blog or roaming around dA or downloading some anime mp3s). I'm still thinking whether to go online at pRO (Philippine Ragnarok Online) or not... I don't really feel like playing pRO these days... since I'm the only low-leveled guild veteran member. XD

So much for being one of the "Big 6" of the guild... lol.

OMG I forgot to prepare some stuff for the workshop tomorrow o_o aaaaaaah *runs*

0 broken chains [+] 9:04 PM  



Yomi's hole

I'm currently watching Shaman King... hehe... nothing much.
Oh.. wait... it already ended... XD wah... cliffhanger.

Yoh-sama went into the Hole of Tartablahblah... known as Yomi's hole in the Japanese version.... and I really want to see the next episode already. XD But it's Friday today... so... yeah. I have to wait.

I'm quite disturbed by the sudden disappearance of the pencil thingy in my blog... uhhh.. the pencil... the one I usually see after the comments part. When I refresh the page, I see it, but sometimes I don't.

Ah what the heck... oh well.

I'm currently in need of Ren Tao pics... and Yoh Asakura pics... fweeeee. XD

0 broken chains [+] 8:02 PM  



grocery-shopping

Hehe just got back from grocery-shopping, which we did after going to school and getting my card. XD

So.. yeah.. I'm quite wordless today... lol... I'm kinda tired from all that grocery-shopping... but it was ok, since my dad was there, and I was able to bought some stuff which I wanted... like the Chinese-style Lee t-shirts (there were 2 of them) and some blank CDs. XD I was supposed to buy a Gundam kit (yeah the one wherein you still have to assemble the Gundam) but unfortunately, the Gundam I was looking for is already out of stock. T____T waaah, and I've waited for about 2 months before I could buy that (damn finals).

I also bought a book/novel, entitled "A Time to Kill" by John Grisham. It's about lawyers, trials, and the like... and I tell you, it's not my first time to buy a book/novel related to these stuff. I have a weird taste for novels, you know. But I usually end up keeping these books in my cabinet without even finishing them... well, unless I'm really "enticed" by the story (taking for example: "Trial" by Clifford Irving. I finished reading it, and it's the first book which I used for a book report that I independently made). XD

I still have 3 books left unread and I dunno if I'd still read them... lol. These books are:
* The Blood Canticle by Anne Rice (just bought it because it's the only Anne Rice book left in the bookstore that day)
* A Purpose-driven Life (I can't really absorb the statements, so I stopped for the meantime)
* Gangster by Lorenzo Carcaterra (bought it because I liked the summary... haven't started reading it yet)
Maybe I'd read them... someday. XD
But I would bring "A Time to Kill" along with me when we'll go back to the province on April 17... I'll read it (hopefully) when I'm not in art mode. XD

Anyway~~ about my report card... it's a miracle. lol. I didn't have any line of 7... fweeee. My Anatomy grade is still 80 (80.2 to be exact), but at least it was raised by .1 for the 4th quarter (my 3rd quarter grade is 80.1) XD oh, and also for Research... it was surprising haha... I got 85.something... and I thought I'd get a lower grade than that because our Research write-up's grade is 72. Nyahaha...

Oh well. *pokes herself* I shouldn't worry about this anymore... I should worry about my college enrollment. But... for now, let me relax~~~ XD

Btw, my dad already allowed me to go to the free workshop tomorrow (as said in one of Neob's entries). I'm getting excited, lol... I hope I'll be able to learn something tomorrow.. hehe.

That's all for now... I can't think of stuff to say anymore XDD

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