The Magician

Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon.
Female, born on May 27, 1988.
Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD
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ANGELI - Adventurous. Neat. Glorious. Elegant. Luscious(?!). Inspirational.
MEIRA - Misunderstood. Exquisite. Insane. Radiant. Artistic.
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The layout
The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.
The mood icons
The GS/GSD Club mood icons are credited to The Gundam Seed Community @ LJ for posting(?) and/or advertising these mood icons. It features the SEED Club, which is like a collection of chibi Gundam SEED/Destiny pics. They're so cute, and I can't resist using them. The icons were supposed to be for LJ blogs only, but anyway... So, yeah.. I'm crediting.. so I guess it's okay.. hehehe *salutes* ^^;
And~ the Trinity Blood mood icons... they're created by me, so no take and no ripping off. Thank you. XD *salutes*
My Tarot Card
Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.
Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.
Monday, April 04, 2005
still annoyed wif (with) my life.
Is it just me or life really is sh!t?
If only I could stop time... I don't want to grow older if this is my consequence. I'm turning 17 soon, but they still treat me as a child. They force me to sleep early, they turn off the phone as they like so I can't go online for a long time, and now it seems that they're forcing me to do things which I don't want -___-"
LIFE IS SO F*CKING ANNOYING!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!
Words are not enough to express my rage right now. If only I could be on a rampage... *sigh*
Hmm. I really am cursed.
For my whole life, I didn't experience how to be with TRUE friends. I think I've been with parasites, and unfortunately, I'm the host which they are "feeding" upon.
For my whole life, I didn't experience freedom. Not even a single moment.
For my whole life, I experienced happiness, but it was only for a short while.
For my whole life, I experienced betrayal and abandonment by my friends. Once they are satisfied, they leave you, as if you did nothing for them.
For my whole life, I never felt anyone care about me, they just look at me then laugh behind my back...
I really am cursed. I've lost hope. I struggle to live in this world, drifting without any goal.
Suicide? If only it is possible...
I am invisible. No one gives a damn about me. They can manage without me anyway, since I'm really useless.
I'm better off dead.
...sorry. I really am annoyed. I'll be okay sometime later... or next time. Bye.
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