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The Magician

Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD

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My Name

ANGELI - Adventurous. Neat. Glorious. Elegant. Luscious(?!). Inspirational.

MEIRA - Misunderstood. Exquisite. Insane. Radiant. Artistic.
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The layout

The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.

The mood icons

Weee.. XD The GS/GSD Club mood icons are credited to The Gundam Seed Community @ LJ for posting(?) and/or advertising these mood icons. It features the SEED Club, which is like a collection of chibi Gundam SEED/Destiny pics. They're so cute, and I can't resist using them. The icons were supposed to be for LJ blogs only, but anyway... So, yeah.. I'm crediting.. so I guess it's okay.. hehehe *salutes* ^^;

Waii~ XD And~ the Trinity Blood mood icons... they're created by me, so no take and no ripping off. Thank you. XD *salutes*

My Tarot Card

Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.

Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.

Sunday, April 10, 2005
untitled III

Meh.
I don't really know what to say/type right now... I'm kinda depressed (again).

Well, it's not really depression... it's like a combination of frustration and depression... or maybe anger? As Neobie said, depression is anger without enthusiasm. XD

So.. yeah.
Just a few more days (or maybe hours) before I fall into the ETERNAL ABYSS OF BOREDOM AND NO INTERNET.

Yes that's right.
It's because, when my internet card (this one, the one I'm using right now) runs out of internet time, I won't be online again... since my parents won't be buying any more internet cards for me.

IT'S BECAUSE THEY WANT ME TO READ F*CKING NEWSPAPERS THE WHOOOOOOOLE DAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. DAMNATION!!!

It's so annoying, really.
What's the use of a vacation? I still have to read... *shrugs* Really, I'm not really into reading newspapers. But I'm forced to. Why? Dunno.

Sometimes I can't understand my parents... -_____-

Yeah... they said that they would buy me an internet card if they see me reading newspapers... damn sh!t. What do I care about the world anyway?

Aaaah yes, General Information... f*cking piece of sh!t.

I want to play RO, post in my blog, post at deviantART, or any online thingy for that matter. I JUST WANT TO ENJOY VACATION BEFORE I ENTER COLLEGE, BECAUSE I DOUBT THAT I WOULD HAVE TIME TO GO ONLINE DURING COLLEGE, OK?!

Too bad my parents can't hear what I'm thinking.

I'm so annoyed right now, I wanna cry.
Wait, I cried already.

No one gives a damn about me... maybe except for one spirit. It is a spirit.
I was drowning myself in tears awhile ago when all of a sudden, my electric fan turned on by itself. o_o Of course I was surprised, but I was quite touched since at least someone (or something?) cared about me. I cried more after that.

I still feel like crying up to now, but I'm holding back my tears since my parents might see me.
I don't want to be questioned again... and I don't want to have another "heart to heart" talk. I already had one this morning. And I'm fed up with it today. So, please, no more "talks" for today. Puh-leeze.

I'm quite amused with myself these days... I've become so weird, and I deserve more intimidation and torture. Fweee.

Cagalli is still insistent. She is still saying that she would die @ April 18. Damn.
I think I want to follow her :DD
Maybe during my college life... I still have some planning to do.

Oh well.
Bye for now, and advanced byebye forever; just in case I won't get online anymore.
Take care everyone. Farewell.

2 broken chains [+] 5:57 PM