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The Magician

Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD

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My Name

ANGELI - Adventurous. Neat. Glorious. Elegant. Luscious(?!). Inspirational.

MEIRA - Misunderstood. Exquisite. Insane. Radiant. Artistic.
And your name means...?

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The layout

The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.

The mood icons

Weee.. XD The GS/GSD Club mood icons are credited to The Gundam Seed Community @ LJ for posting(?) and/or advertising these mood icons. It features the SEED Club, which is like a collection of chibi Gundam SEED/Destiny pics. They're so cute, and I can't resist using them. The icons were supposed to be for LJ blogs only, but anyway... So, yeah.. I'm crediting.. so I guess it's okay.. hehehe *salutes* ^^;

Waii~ XD And~ the Trinity Blood mood icons... they're created by me, so no take and no ripping off. Thank you. XD *salutes*

My Tarot Card

Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.

Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.

Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Orientation Bluez

Okay, it wasn't so bad after all. It's just... tiring. And I mean tiring.

First off, I was annoyed in the morning because just as I was taking my time, Jennica suddenly texted me, telling me that there won't be any classes today for the

freshmen. There was an orientation. So, there. That was the so-called "not yet in the schedule" date of the orientation. Great.

Err.. yeah. I got late, almost. I was quite anxious since I didn't see any of my schoolmates [yet]. And just as I began searching for company, the guard asked me for my

assessment paper. And I forgot it at home!!!!!!!!!! ...Another annoyance.

It was just at that certain moment that I thought about how stupid and ignorant I really was.

Anyway, moving on... We were in the auditorium after a few minutes of lining up. There's really not much to say about the orientation at the auditorium. It was partly

interesting, and partly boring, too. But, because I am stupid, I wasn't really able to absorb all the things that were said. Boredom had taken over my mind, thus making

it blank.

The only topic that probably interested me was the "School Txt" program thingy. I never thought there could be something like that. Haha. Amusing. Announcements

[and the like] through SMS. Haha.
But I dunno how to register. What is the effing school code?? Someone tell me. Please. I'm dying to join already. XD

After the auditorium orientation, we had lunch, if that's what you called it. As I know myself, I am quite picky with food. And I mean picky. The lunch, which was

provided for us, composed of cold rice, cold salted egg, cold adobong manok (I think), and tomatoes (I think)... also with some cold pan de sal without

any filling(?). And boy, did I feel like barfing after the first bite. Dunno, I guess I'm not really used to eating "cold" food. Haha. -_-

A lot happened in the orientation, those of which I didn't really enjoy. Particularly the "Amazing Race" which is actually a school tour, made like the show itself. So yeah.

We were running around, searching for clues on the next place to know about, and yeah. All the places are a blur to me. Maybe because I was too tired running. After all,

it's a university, and universities are usually thought of as big buildings.

Erm... yeah. A lot happened. And just as the orientation was about to end, I suddenly remembered that I must get my class cards, as these are essential- since

you need them to be able to enter your class.

And as soon as the orientation ended, the dean's office closed. Greaaaaaaaaaat.
Now I know why some people 'walked out' without even waiting for the 'The Hunt is On' to be initiated.

I'm stupid. Really. Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid. Truly stupid. AAAARRRRGGGH!!!!

Now because of having no class card, I must go to school earlier tomorrow. Instead of 9 am (wherein I shall start my classes), I'll be going to SPUM at 8, since

the dean's office opens at 8.

This day has really been quite annoying. And frustrating. And mortifying... damn.
And now, my head hurts like hell. -_-
Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Maybe I'll sleep now. It's earlier than my usual sleeping time, but this headache is too annoying to bear.
Oh well.

...Someone buy me an internet card ;_; a P30 ISP Bonanza card will do...*sob*

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