Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD
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The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.

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Do you want to know what your tarot card is? Click here! Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.

Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.



Tuesday, June 28, 2005
still angsty... somehow

Sometimes I really don't know what's happening to me. My mood rapidly changes, and sometimes I'm starting to doubt if I am normal or not.

Anyway, I found out this morning that I'm NOT the only Ragnarok player in the classroom; all thanks to my Poring t-shirt. Haha. But I'm quite surprised that my classmate is/was part of a major guild in Loki [yes we're in the same server XD].. and she's level 81. Wow. And I'm just level 65 [my crusader, I mean]. And I really say wow.

And she said that she'll boost me someday. Waaaah. I hope it would push through, considering my busy schedule... well it's not really a 'busy' one, but for me, it's busy. Haha. Okay I'm not making any sense again.

But was there a time when I made sense? ... Nevermind.
I'm abnormal after all, right?

Even if I'm still with my friends, I still feel alone somehow. I know I've been saying this for quite some time already, but yeah, that's what I've been feeling. Despite the happiness, I still feel empty.

Even if I have someone to talk to, I sometimes feel that I am talking to thin air.

Am I really destined to feel such loneliness?

I want to cry, but I can't. I can't let the world see my tears...
I want to die, but I can't. For I the pain is what I fear.
I want a shoulder to lean on, but no one cares in the first place.

Sometimes I'm wondering if my existence is a sin itself.
What is my purpose for living anyway? I'm literally useless.
Other people can live on without me, I'm sure of that. They won't even remember me, once I die... but even if I'm still living, I'm still invisible. I'm a drifting spirit...

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