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The Magician

Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD

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My Name

ANGELI - Adventurous. Neat. Glorious. Elegant. Luscious(?!). Inspirational.

MEIRA - Misunderstood. Exquisite. Insane. Radiant. Artistic.
And your name means...?

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The layout

The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.

The mood icons

Weee.. XD The GS/GSD Club mood icons are credited to The Gundam Seed Community @ LJ for posting(?) and/or advertising these mood icons. It features the SEED Club, which is like a collection of chibi Gundam SEED/Destiny pics. They're so cute, and I can't resist using them. The icons were supposed to be for LJ blogs only, but anyway... So, yeah.. I'm crediting.. so I guess it's okay.. hehehe *salutes* ^^;

Waii~ XD And~ the Trinity Blood mood icons... they're created by me, so no take and no ripping off. Thank you. XD *salutes*

My Tarot Card

Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.

Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.

Saturday, June 25, 2005
Survey stuffs

Squeeee. I'm bored. Again.
I'm supposed to work on my Study Skills assignment, but I'm still feeling lazy. D:
Besides, what can I put in that study schedule?? I don't have a study schedule!!! I don't even follow it, if I have one.

Anyway. Yeah. Images. Squeee. The cuteness. TxT *huggles*

Yeah. Still bored. And, because of boredom, I shall be answering a survey thingy, stolen from Ruki-chan's blog. (I miss our roleplays Ruki-chan TxT I miss ya TxT)

a n g e r section.

do you have a quick temper?
-sometimes.

what do you do when you're mad?
-hmmm. I usually keep my anger to myself ^.^; but I sometimes let it out by listening to "enraged" music. or I just post on my blog. or show my cold side (sometimes). or cry. or text my guildmates and let them know that I'm mad o.o

what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
-being cold to someone who isn't even "involved"

if you can take back time, would you have never done this?
-yeah.

ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
-no. I think it's me who is the first to cry o.o

ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?
-Yeh

do you curse when you're mad?
-yeh.

c r y i n g section.

when was the last time you really cried your heart out?
-a few weeks ago. I forgot why, though ^.^;;

ever cried yourself to sleep?
-yep

ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
-can't remember

ever cried over the opposite sex?
-no

do you cry when you get an injury?
-no, usually. unless it reaaaalllllyyyy hurts and I can't take it anymore. 8D

do certain songs make you cry?
-not really. just depressed ^^

can you make yourself cry?
-sometimes. or maybe rarely o.o

p a i n section.

what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?
-life. (I agree with you Ruki-chan TxT)

what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?
-um..wound myself? o.o

what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?
-I dunno. It's usually the other way around... you know ^^;;

ever had a painful break up?
-yeah, I think

what about the old 'pain for pleasure'?
-hoh? it's ok ^.^

how depressed can you get?
-dunno. sometimes I reach the point of thinking about suicide..^^;

do you inflict pain on yourself?
-emotionally, I think

h a p p y section.

are you normally a happy person?
-maybe

what can make you happy?
-dunno. there's a lot out there, but I dunno. nevermind.

do you wish you were happier?
-YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. TxT

what makes you the happiest?
-drawing, I guess. because in drawing I can express what I think...?

is being happy overrated?
-sometimes, I think

what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?
-dunno. sometimes I still feel empty. or out of place. so I really don't know my answer to this question.

can music make you happy?
-sometimes.

l o v e section.

how many times have you had your heart broken?
-dunno.

do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?
-significant others? I still don't have any.

have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?
-dunno. I haven't fallen completely to anyone yet.

did you ever love a guy/girl, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?
-nope. haven't told anyone yet. because I haven't fallen yet. -.-

ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?
-dunno. maybe not.

has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?
-yes. ~_~

ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'?
-no, because I haven't got into a relationship yet.

h a t e section.

who do you actually hate?
-myself, and a few people who I don't want to enumerate.

ever made a hit list?
-uhm.. no. I just think of it, but I never put it down on paper...

have you ever been on a hit list?
-dunno.

are you a mean bully?
-no

do you hate any one that breaks your heart?
-yep

do you hate George Bush?
-dunno. I never thought about it before

s e l f - e s t e e m section.

is your self-esteem extremely low?
-YEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSS. 8D

do you believe in yourself?
-yeah. I do. when there's a blue moon. 8D

when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?
-dunno. I just keep quiet. dunno what to answer anyway. but I usually deny it. but in the first place, was there someone who said that to me before?O_o

are you happy with who you are?
-sometimes.

do you wish you can be someone else?
-yeah.

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