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The Magician

Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD

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ANGELI - Adventurous. Neat. Glorious. Elegant. Luscious(?!). Inspirational.

MEIRA - Misunderstood. Exquisite. Insane. Radiant. Artistic.
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The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.

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Weee.. XD The GS/GSD Club mood icons are credited to The Gundam Seed Community @ LJ for posting(?) and/or advertising these mood icons. It features the SEED Club, which is like a collection of chibi Gundam SEED/Destiny pics. They're so cute, and I can't resist using them. The icons were supposed to be for LJ blogs only, but anyway... So, yeah.. I'm crediting.. so I guess it's okay.. hehehe *salutes* ^^;

Waii~ XD And~ the Trinity Blood mood icons... they're created by me, so no take and no ripping off. Thank you. XD *salutes*

My Tarot Card

Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.

Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.

Thursday, July 14, 2005
untitled VI

Sometimes I just can't help but think about how long the days have become. Okay, that doesn't make much sense; but anyway, I'm just thinking that the weeks seemed longer than usual. And as we move on, it seems that it gets even longer. Because of it, I lost track of time (not really). And I can't believe it's already Thursday.

Anyway, as I said in my previous entry, our Study Skills subject is over. So we'll be having one "vacant" Monday before we start with another "packed-up" Monday, which will be for the Paulthenics subject.

But, even if it's Friday tomorrow, the week is not ending just yet. Damn.

According to an announcement which I read on the school's freedom board awhile ago, I saw that we, the BSA freshmen, are required (I think) to attend the acquaintance party this coming Saturday afternoon. And I think it would be quite "chaotic" because while we're having that acquaintance, some 200,000 rallyists might probably be rallying around Luneta. Our school is in Manila, and Luneta is also in Manila. So, there's a high possibility experiencing traffic. Argh. *sigh* (Politics in the Philippines is getting more rotten by the minute. If only we could move on and try to uplift our "deteriorating" country, that would be better. If only. Haha. Whatever. They won't listen to a citizen's opinion anyway, so what's the use?) Sooo... yeah. Much to my dismay, I guess that I just have to content myself with two days of "rest", even if we won't be having classes on Monday. Awww. One day of rest down the drain. Oh well.

College is kinda busy after all. Now I don't know what to think about. Do I really miss high school? Haha. I don't know [now]. All I know that we're having sh!tloads of stuff to do already.

Hmm. We're supposed to have a quiz tomorrow in CWTS, and I haven't started reviewing yet. Haha. I'm procrastinating again. Haha. I don't know what's happening to me again. Haha. Sometimes I'm thinking if I'd really make it in Accountancy. If I won't make it, maybe I should just commit suicide. Haha. Partly joking. ~_~

Oh, and I'm still aloof with some matters with my friends... Oh I dunno. Or maybe it's just me and my forever-annoying-low-self-esteem-or-something. They're planning to celebrate one of my friends' birthdays by drinking... beer or something alcoholic. Mou. I'm not into those stuff, really. I'm fine with red wine (lol that rhymed), thank you. (Ah. Peer pressure. What are we going to do without you? -_-) Dunno. But I'm certainly not in favor with that beer-drinking thingy. Well, they can drink, but I won't. I don't want to. You can't force meeeeeeeeeeeeeee. XD ... Maybe I'd just bring my own drink, which would be red wine. Haha. But I'm not even sure my parents would allow me to go drinking with them in the first place.

And to think that they (my parents) had actually had a good first impression on my friends.

Which reminds me. How come they're having good impressions with them, and they're not even impressed with (or should we say they don't trust) my guildmates? It's somewhat unfair, you know. I've been with my guildmates too, even if it was just for a short while [in real life, I mean]...

Sometimes I can't help but wonder if I'm in the right group of friends or not. But I also wonder if I'm really destined to be alone. Who knows, I might end up in the same situation like the one during my second year high school. And I might be left alone again, then I'll be more depressed and stuff. I wonder, am I already strong enough to endure the pain, if 'that' would happen for the second time in my life?...

Oh and for the nth time, I consumed my cellphone load because I spent it all in "talking to thin air". Did you get my point? Haha. It's kinda weird, I know. But then again, no one cares anyway; it's understandable.

0 broken chains [+] 10:02 PM