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The Magician

Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD

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My Name

ANGELI - Adventurous. Neat. Glorious. Elegant. Luscious(?!). Inspirational.

MEIRA - Misunderstood. Exquisite. Insane. Radiant. Artistic.
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The layout

The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.

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Weee.. XD The GS/GSD Club mood icons are credited to The Gundam Seed Community @ LJ for posting(?) and/or advertising these mood icons. It features the SEED Club, which is like a collection of chibi Gundam SEED/Destiny pics. They're so cute, and I can't resist using them. The icons were supposed to be for LJ blogs only, but anyway... So, yeah.. I'm crediting.. so I guess it's okay.. hehehe *salutes* ^^;

Waii~ XD And~ the Trinity Blood mood icons... they're created by me, so no take and no ripping off. Thank you. XD *salutes*

My Tarot Card

Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.

Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Offline Archive no.1
All that for an 83?

Okay, this post isn't up-to-date as of now, but I guess it's not bad to post a post that wasn't immediately posted the time it was typed. In short, this post is just one of those posts that I just posted now, but I typed it a long time ago. The most probable reason is that my phone (for internet) is turned off for the meantime, by my parents, of course. Hence the title "Offline Archive". All posts that are written offline (but later posted online) would bear the subject title "Offline Archive".

So, yeah, my phone has been "dialtone-less" for days now. Of course, it doesn't have a dialtone. Duh. Because my parents turned it off. Why? Because they want me to study. Study study study. No drawing, no internet, no nothing. Just study. Damn.

And so, there, I'm forced to study. I'm also forced to take a break from drawing despite the fact that I already have a lot of drawing ideas in mind. So... yes, boredom. Fortunately I can use the computer (even if I can't go online), but I'm minimizing it because I have "eyes" watching over me when I use the computer. Damnation, I should say. Oh well. But at least I'm "free" as of this moment, so I'm typing away in this temporary blog archive of mine, which is notepad/MS word.

Well, the days have been quite hectic, and the midterm examinations are fast approaching. Not that I'm not confident, but of course, being a first year college, encountering the midterms for the first time, and self-reviewing for the first time is quite... making me nervous. So you can't blame me. Haha. Oh well.

As I was saying, as the days go by, I feel like some parts of 'me' are slowly vanishing. I hate it, really, but I don't seem to have a choice under these current circumstances. I'm losing my touch in my RO skills- I haven't played RO for a few weeks now. I'm still hoping against hope that my account is still alive, but I'm doubting it. And once I find out that my account has been erased (because of inactiveness and no reloading), well I'd be damned. I'd quit RO when that time comes... well, unless one of my guildmates would be willing to give me a boost, which I doubt as well.

Anyway, as of now, I'm procrastinating again. We just had this so-called "Solo Routine Interpretation" in Gymnastics, and our grade in that would make up for 80% of our midterm grade [in Gymnastics, of course]. I got 83. I was expecting higher grade but I guess I deserve it because I "stammered" with my routine. I missed some positions, I stopped for a few seconds because I can't remember what I practiced. I even forgot my favorite, which was the Scissors Kick. Damn. I was quite bothered because I practiced a lot during our free time, and I even sacrificed my attendance for the Arts and Photography Assembly just to practice. And after all that, I got an 83. All because of my damned nervousness and mental block.

But... oh well. It's already finished anyway. But I guess I should study well next week for our Gymnastics written test, which will make up for 20% of our midterm grade [in Gymnastics, duh]. It's quite small, but hopefully it would pull my grade up.

So... there. I'm tired. Goodnight for now.

0 broken chains [+] 9:28 PM