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The Magician

Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD

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ANGELI - Adventurous. Neat. Glorious. Elegant. Luscious(?!). Inspirational.

MEIRA - Misunderstood. Exquisite. Insane. Radiant. Artistic.
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The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.

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Weee.. XD The GS/GSD Club mood icons are credited to The Gundam Seed Community @ LJ for posting(?) and/or advertising these mood icons. It features the SEED Club, which is like a collection of chibi Gundam SEED/Destiny pics. They're so cute, and I can't resist using them. The icons were supposed to be for LJ blogs only, but anyway... So, yeah.. I'm crediting.. so I guess it's okay.. hehehe *salutes* ^^;

Waii~ XD And~ the Trinity Blood mood icons... they're created by me, so no take and no ripping off. Thank you. XD *salutes*

My Tarot Card

Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.

Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.

Thursday, August 04, 2005
Offline Archive no.2
A little sense of responsibility

And I thought of planning to study the whole night... damn. Oh well. Maybe I'd start studying once I'm done with this post... XD Anyway, before I forget, here's my Tarot reading for the day (got it through text). It somewhat amuses me, because it [the bold text in the reading] seemed to coincide with what happened today.

Tarot: [The] Temperance: It's hard to justify your past actions when confronted with the fact. Still, you believe that all you did was important in shaping your future self. You may have gone down some shady paths, that that doesn't make you evil.

So there. You might be wondering why, it's because, today, I didn't join my friends in their "gimmick", which is going to the karaoke room (or something like that). I actually went back to school before the time (or should I say before the break time ends) since I didn’t want to be late... It's because I had a strong feeling that the karaoke-activity would make us late. I know I sound like a killjoy, but I am not really willing to sacrifice my studies for something else that isn't really beneficial for my studies. I know I'm a procrastinator, but I'm not that irresponsible... yet. I can be quite irresponsible with homework, but I'm not really irresponsible with my attendance. That I'm sure of.

Uhm... yeah. So I went back to school alone. I was supposed to be back in school at around 1:10 pm, but I spent some time alone in a certain anime shop (and bought a Konoha key chain, the fourth volume of the Ragnarok Into The Abyss manga, and also 5 laminated cards), so I was delayed for a few minutes. XD;;;

Anyway, I arrived(?) in the classroom at around 1:20 pm. I somehow managed to eat the donuts I bought, and I even got to have a little chat with a classmate who was also an anime fan. Of course, we became friends, and that's one factor that I was quite happy about for today.

So, nothing much happened, and soon enough our professor arrived.

And~ soon enough, my friends were back, and they were about 20 or 30 minutes late. Of course, our professor wouldn't just let them come in. He asked them where they have been, but none answered. One of my friends just said that they overslept in the dormitory. *sweatdrops* Well, there's nothing I could do anyway. It's their choice to be late, so I guess I don't have a say in it.

And since I'm the only one who is "safe" in the group, I have a feeling that they're quite mad/angry/irritated at me, because I left them in the karaoke room (or something like that). It's making me quite paranoid, but I guess I'm not to be blamed because I didn't want to be late for the next class. I hope they'd understand that. I'm not really willing to gallivant forever.

I know it's nice having friends, as long as we wouldn't go over the boundary. And, for this one time, I chose not to go over the boundary. And I actually did it! :0

I just hope that I'd still be in good terms with them, despite the fact that I actually became a killjoy in our group at that time. At least, I didn't stop them. They should be happy with that. I just left, that's it. As I said, I can't be blamed, because it's my responsibility as a student not to be late for the next class...

Oh well. Enough about that. Now I shall study.

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