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The Magician

Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD

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ANGELI - Adventurous. Neat. Glorious. Elegant. Luscious(?!). Inspirational.

MEIRA - Misunderstood. Exquisite. Insane. Radiant. Artistic.
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The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.

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Weee.. XD The GS/GSD Club mood icons are credited to The Gundam Seed Community @ LJ for posting(?) and/or advertising these mood icons. It features the SEED Club, which is like a collection of chibi Gundam SEED/Destiny pics. They're so cute, and I can't resist using them. The icons were supposed to be for LJ blogs only, but anyway... So, yeah.. I'm crediting.. so I guess it's okay.. hehehe *salutes* ^^;

Waii~ XD And~ the Trinity Blood mood icons... they're created by me, so no take and no ripping off. Thank you. XD *salutes*

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Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.

Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.

Monday, August 29, 2005
Offline Archive no.4
Longing for RO

I tell you, I'm getting crazy. Up to now, the phone is not yet fixed, and it's almost 10 am. DAMMIT, I WANNA PLAY RO NOW!! AS IN NOW, I TELL YOU, NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU HEAR ME YOU BUSYBODIES OUT THERE IN PLDT?!?! FIX OUR DAMNED PHONE NOW, PLEASE!!! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!

*ahem* And so I wasn't able to sleep well last night. My crusader's soul is definitely not at peace. I woke up at 11 pm, 1 am, 2 am, 3 am, 5 am and 6 am. At those times when I woke up, I checked the phone if it has a dialtone, but unfortunately it doesn't. And because I was struck by this 'insomnia', I couldn't get a good sleep, and so I'm still sleepy up to now. I'm thinking of sleeping right now because I don't have anything better to do. I'M SO BORED LIKE H3LL.

But really, because of what happened this weekend (or should I say yesterday), I don't really feel like doing anything. I don't have the usual 'motivation' that I usually feel after getting a good time being online. But now, there's... nothing.

According to my friend/guildmate Rhythm, he said that this might have happened because God didn't want me to sleep late for RO. But still, I can't understand... if God really wished for this to happen, then He would have at least removed the dialtone at around 9pm, NOT AT 5pm. *sigh* But what can I do anyway? Nothing. I just have to accept my fate. *sigh*

It's really frustrating, considering that it's a weeeeekkkkend, dammit. I would have been happier if this happened on a weekday, because I usually can't go online on a weekday. Of course, unless there's research work...

Speaking of research work... there are a lot of groupworks these days. And I'm not even sure if we'd all finish those so-called groupworks. We have one in Rel. Ed., which is a presentation of your assigned character's life. Our group's assigned character is quite easy, but we don't seem to have the time to practice. I volunteered to put our presentation on video, but we don't even have a plan on what to do yet. Well, unless my groupmates started already and left me out.

So yeah, I have a strong feeling that we have a VERY busy month ahead of us. And so, I might not be able to go online on RO that much. Too bad, just as there is a 2x exp for the whole month (I think, that's what I read/saw).
** On August 31, we're required in NSTP to pass a "progress report" on what we have done so far with our coordination for our "area". So far, we have nothing to report, because the director(?) in our "area" is not yet available for appointment.
** On Sept. 7, we have to report in NSTP. We'll be reporting our "case study" about our "area".
** On Sept. 10, we'll have a [tiring] activity which involves running. I don't wanna go, really, but we're obliged to go. So we don't have a choice.
** On Sept. 21, I have to pass my book report in English. The book is entitled "To Kill A Mockingbird"- and for me, this book is one of those books that I didn't really enjoy. Well, except for the trial part, I guess. But all in all, I found it boring.
** On Sept. 30, I have to pass my portfolio in English. This isn't so hard, I just have to type my previous compositions and I'm done.

*sigh* As of this time, I'm spinning like a top. Well, not literally. I'm just pointing out that because of all the damned effing schoolwork and activities, I can't have any more time to enjoy myself in leisures. *sigh*

This is so frustrating. It's been a long time since I last felt frustrated, frustrated to the point that I actually cried.

Oh well, what's done is done, I can't bring back yesterday now, can I? All I have to do now is wait in frustration. But SERIOUSLY, I WANT THE PHONE TO BE FIXED NOW, DAMMIT. I'm getting crazy already.

And so, I shall do nothing. *bows*

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