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The Magician

Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD

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ANGELI - Adventurous. Neat. Glorious. Elegant. Luscious(?!). Inspirational.

MEIRA - Misunderstood. Exquisite. Insane. Radiant. Artistic.
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The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.

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Weee.. XD The GS/GSD Club mood icons are credited to The Gundam Seed Community @ LJ for posting(?) and/or advertising these mood icons. It features the SEED Club, which is like a collection of chibi Gundam SEED/Destiny pics. They're so cute, and I can't resist using them. The icons were supposed to be for LJ blogs only, but anyway... So, yeah.. I'm crediting.. so I guess it's okay.. hehehe *salutes* ^^;

Waii~ XD And~ the Trinity Blood mood icons... they're created by me, so no take and no ripping off. Thank you. XD *salutes*

My Tarot Card

Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.

Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.

Thursday, October 27, 2005
'Blank' lister. Raging wrath. Boiling water. Private server heaven.

Okay, so I guess my day turned out quite right after all... maybe except for a few bad moments, I'm fine... somehow.

lol so I guess I'm using a weird title for my entry, haha. But I can't think of any other title to describe what I've gone through today.

Part I - 'Black' lister
So yeah... I was at school the whole day. I was there from around 8:30 am up to 5:30 pm. We were going around the school, looking/hunting for our professors in order to obtain our class card and have our clearance signed. Okay, it's really weird to use 'hunting' as a term in this situation, but I can't help it since our professors were not "serious" enough to follow the "schedule".

Well there was a certain bulletin board which showed the respective room assignments for the professors and stuff... and that was posted in order to have an "organized" class card distribution. But NOOOO~ the professors had to be picky about the rooms just because of the aircon. =_=' like, wtf. We're all suffering, you know. So can't you sacrifice? At least you only have to give away the damned class cards, while we have to stand in line for a long period of time, endure our hunger, and try to ease our tears and tension...

Anyway, I was quite content with my grades... I all got line of 9's, well except for one subject. COLLEGE ALGEBRA. I got an 84. like, wth... actually, I was quite surprised because I really tried my best to maintain my midterm grade (which was 86). And all I got was an effing 84. Damn T_T

I was planning to be a Dean's Lister for this semester, but I guess that was too high so I just tried to be a Program Lister instead. But noooo~ even if I have a somewhat high average, I can't be a Program lister just because of the damned 84. T______T" So from Program Lister, I'll be nothing. Hence, 'blank' lister. -_-"

Part II - Raging Wrath

While waiting for my parents to fetch me from school, I received a text from Grail (Cagalli) that our guildmate Candy got scammed. Here's where she told us about it (click here). It's somewhat disturbing because someone pretended to be me... and then took off with all of Candy's RO equipments.

Okay, to the b@stard who pretended to be me, may God find an appropriate punishment for you. Not only because you pretended to be me and intended to tarnish my reputation, but you also hurt the feelings of my friend. I know I might have done something wrong to make you do this... and I'm sorry for that. BUT I still feel quite enraged for what you have done to my friend. Damn you.

And since I'm quite busy tonight (I arrived late, I need to prepare my stuff for the enrollment tomorrow and I still need to fix my "compensation" gifts for my friends' birthdays), I won't have time to go online at pRO... sorry Candy T_T I want to help you right away and comfort you at the same time, but I can't X_X But I'll be online ASAP. I promise. ^^

Part III - Boiling Water

LOL I dunno why I put this one... it's nothing special really. I just had to endure the super hot water for my bath... XD I was too busy fixing my stuff, I didn't notice that I put the water heater to 'high'. And when the big pail (I don't know if I'm using the right term LOL) is filled, I then noticed that the water was too hot. And when I was about to put in some cold water, our maid told me that they turned the water off already (economizing water in the house. *bow.*). -_-"

Part IV - Private Server Heaven

To those of you who don't know, Grail (Cagalli) is now using a dsl connection XD Hence you might assume that it would be easier for her to download stuff. And yes, she found another amusing thingy...

Aww man, she found another private server. She's so great wahaha *_* The game that she found also has aeRO in its name. Haha. And she just told me about the features and stuff. And gosh, I WANNA PLAY aeRO AGAIN WAAAHHHHH. She told me that she would burn a CD for me, so I can play too.

But the problem is, how am I going to get it?

Tomorrow is enrollment day. Even if I can go out, I can't go around so freely because my mom is with me. I *must* behave. XD Although I could just ask Cagalli to just drop by at the nearby mall or at the school, I can't... since for some reason my mom doesn't like me to be mingling with my guildmates. It's sad, really... and it somewhat hurts my feelings because it's like as if they don't trust my friends.

Anyway... it really is a problem. You could easily say that I could try to get the CD on a schoolday, but I can't... since my mom said that I have to spend LESS ONLINE TIME when school starts. Less online time also includes less RO time. T___T

So yeah... I need (and WAAAAANT) to get that CD before school starts... at November 1, maybe... we'll meet at a nearby cemetery. LMAO. Partly joking. XD

But seriously. I want that CD. ;_;

...........Okay I've typed TOO MUCH this time lol. But oh well. Haha. Bye for now.

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