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The Magician

Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD

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ANGELI - Adventurous. Neat. Glorious. Elegant. Luscious(?!). Inspirational.

MEIRA - Misunderstood. Exquisite. Insane. Radiant. Artistic.
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The layout

The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.

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Weee.. XD The GS/GSD Club mood icons are credited to The Gundam Seed Community @ LJ for posting(?) and/or advertising these mood icons. It features the SEED Club, which is like a collection of chibi Gundam SEED/Destiny pics. They're so cute, and I can't resist using them. The icons were supposed to be for LJ blogs only, but anyway... So, yeah.. I'm crediting.. so I guess it's okay.. hehehe *salutes* ^^;

Waii~ XD And~ the Trinity Blood mood icons... they're created by me, so no take and no ripping off. Thank you. XD *salutes*

My Tarot Card

Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.

Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.

Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Nothing to give, nothing to get.

Er.. nothing much, really. I'm experiencing a semi-mental block right now and I dunno what to write, but I wanted to post something, at least, lol. Eventually my mental block might fade.. if this would become a long entry. *thinks*

So yeah... I won't be sleeping late tonight. There's no choice XD
We're going to go to school tomorrow for the class cards and the DAMNED clearance. Not that I'm complaining, but I really feel "scared". Not scared for the class cards, but for the clearance. I do hope it'll be signed... and I mean ALL of these. Waaaahhhh...

And for some reason that I don't know, I'm feeling.. uhmmm.. goosebumps. Maybe because of too much worrying for tomorrow. Haha. I'm feeling nervous for the clearance, I'm worried about the library clearance, and, other than that, FOR THE FIRST TIME I'LL BE COMING IN EMPTY-HANDED ON A FRIEND'S B-DAY!!! ... or should I say, my two friends' birthdays.. O_O wtf. It's so unlike me. This is the first time, really lol. And to think that one of them is one of my very special friends since we've been together since 4th year highschool.

Mou. Nahihiya ako. Wala pa nga bukas pero nahihiya parin ako. (I'm feeling ashamed. It's not even 'tomorrow' yet but I still feel ashamed.)

Sorry Barbz. Sorry Daisy. I guess your gift will be existent by Friday... TT_TT Mou I'm such a lazy arse. But what can I do? I can't go out because my dad's out the whole day... *sigh* But still.. I could have prepared, right? Oh well. All I have now are 2 birthday cards... *shrugs* and I'm pretty sure that Barbz and Daisy would be disappointed since they've witnessed my gifts to Graciel and Ghe (who celebrated their birthdays in the past month/s)... and.. *sigh*

ARRRGH. I feel like crying. ;_; I feel so ashamed and worried. I wanna hiiiide. =_=; But I can't since I have to go to school... *sigh*

If only we could enroll immediately for one year (not one semester)... then my worries could have been lessened... but come to think of it, even in highschool, we had to have our clearance signed.... lol so I guess it doesn't make a difference. *shrugs*

Oh well.

Setting that topic aside, I just got a text message from Kenric (a guildmate) awhile ago. I think today's the start of their semestral break, although Kenric told me that he won't be online because he's banned/grounded from RO, because he got a failing grade in Math. o_o Aww.. and to think that his hunter is already level 98 (one more level before he can be 'reborn'). Oh man, so now I could say that all of the three boys from NCS would not be frequently online. =_=; Oh well. It's not that I'm complaining anyway, since I'm not always online too. XD

About RO, I'm not too depressed about it now lol. I (my crusader Lacus) was able to reach level 74. Lol time to hunt for elven ears XDDD joke. Well pRO is having 2x drop for one week... although I dunno if I'd be able to play haha. Well it's enrollment week after all. But it's okay since the 5x exp is over, I don't have any more reason to go online... wahahaha just kidding. =_=; But I'm sure this would be a busy week... and most probably a depressing one. I can feel it.

Lastly, I just saw on tv that there'd be another anime-related event, which is the channel launch of HERO (in this channel they'll show/air anime which is dubbed in Tagalog). I wanna go but I'm not yet sure about our schedule and workload at that time, since the event's sometime in November. But I wanna go, cosplay or no cosplay. I'm curious, and I wanted to see my old friends (we're planning to see each other there). I know I have new friends in college, but it's still nice to go with old friends even for some time. Besides, I somewhat miss talking with someone who also knows what I'm talking about. Hehe.

Oh well that's all for now. I still need to design the birthday cards for my friends. X_X

Maybe I'll update my fanlisting information next time lol... (PROCRASTINATION WEEEE) X_X I'm still at 'M' in the character category. I still have a looooooooooong way to go. T_____T I'm thinking that I should update my info at an internet cafe (for the fast connection and all), but I guess the security for online privacy is not that safe. -_- So yeah. I have to make ado with my comp, I guess...

I just hope it wouldn't die on me. Viruses are still flying in my comp haha.
Oh well that's all for now... I've typed too much lol. It's 8:30 already. Haha. Bye. XD

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