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The Magician

Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD

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ANGELI - Adventurous. Neat. Glorious. Elegant. Luscious(?!). Inspirational.

MEIRA - Misunderstood. Exquisite. Insane. Radiant. Artistic.
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The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.

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Weee.. XD The GS/GSD Club mood icons are credited to The Gundam Seed Community @ LJ for posting(?) and/or advertising these mood icons. It features the SEED Club, which is like a collection of chibi Gundam SEED/Destiny pics. They're so cute, and I can't resist using them. The icons were supposed to be for LJ blogs only, but anyway... So, yeah.. I'm crediting.. so I guess it's okay.. hehehe *salutes* ^^;

Waii~ XD And~ the Trinity Blood mood icons... they're created by me, so no take and no ripping off. Thank you. XD *salutes*

My Tarot Card

Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.

Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.

Friday, October 21, 2005
Untitled IX

*sigh* After all this time, who would've thought that I were to think of suicide again... Anyway I woke up VERY late this afternoon. I woke up at around 2:30 pm. Haha. Yeah, fear the power of angsting. *shrugs*

Well my mom scolded us (me and our 2 maids) for sleeping late... lol as if we had a choice. So yeah... we were watching tv last night, and we were watching a program wherein they portray the past of a certain popular person (Rico from Pinoy Big Brother, if you know him)... And all of a sudden my mom barged in yelling that we should sleep now, blahblah... She turned off the tv and we went to our respective rooms. Well I'm not saved because I had to sleep with my parents, but oh well. I still find it annoying because it was a good show, although it's shown late at night... but my mom had to go in and be a KILLJOY. She told us about how we don't care for our health, blahblah... but we can't help it! So what does she want to say? Be bored to death and not watch tv anymore, and sleep the whole f*cking day away?!?!

And so I received another scolding, but this time, violent actions were included. I was shaken violently and I was forcefully pushed out of the bed.

And now I say, my soul is shaken...

I know I need to follow the new 'house rules' as imposed by my mother, but I can't help but feel frustrated because I have no power to rebel against them. But oh well. Life is unfair anyway, so I guess I have no choice but to endure.

Have you ever thought about how unfair it is? Well, after all, it's vacation... and I'm supposed to be free. But, no, I still have to sleep at a certain time and all that. But why do I have to? I can wake up late anyway..!!

And other than that, I have to join in our meals now. I mean, when it's time to eat, I should be present at the dining room too. I find this as annoying because I have to endure my hunger... it's something like being hungry at 6pm and your family's dinnertime is 8pm. Oh shiiyeeet.

Oh well, I'm pretty sure that I'm the one who is mistaken anyway. Besides, even if I'm not guilty, my parents would ALWAYS take the blame on me. After all I'm the only child and there's no one else to blame but me.

YES. ME. IT'S ALWAYS ME. ME, ME, ME, ME, ME. HAHAHA.

DAMN THE WORLDDDDDDDDDDD. *rampages... in her mind*

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