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The Magician

Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD

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ANGELI - Adventurous. Neat. Glorious. Elegant. Luscious(?!). Inspirational.

MEIRA - Misunderstood. Exquisite. Insane. Radiant. Artistic.
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The layout

The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.

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Weee.. XD The GS/GSD Club mood icons are credited to The Gundam Seed Community @ LJ for posting(?) and/or advertising these mood icons. It features the SEED Club, which is like a collection of chibi Gundam SEED/Destiny pics. They're so cute, and I can't resist using them. The icons were supposed to be for LJ blogs only, but anyway... So, yeah.. I'm crediting.. so I guess it's okay.. hehehe *salutes* ^^;

Waii~ XD And~ the Trinity Blood mood icons... they're created by me, so no take and no ripping off. Thank you. XD *salutes*

My Tarot Card

Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.

Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Untitled VIII

It's been a long time since I last updated. O_O Anyway, sorry, to those who even cared to read my rantings here... *sweatdrops* I've been busy with my projects and stuff, and now that it's our "vacation", I am busy with online stuff like Ragnarok and also my "study" on Gundam Seed. XD;;

Today is the last day (or night?) of the 5x exp in pRO. Sadly, I wasn't able to go online because I was in school the whole day, dammit.

So, anyway... it's our semestral break (or sembreak for short) now. Although we still have to go to school from time to time. ^^; And yeah, I just arrived here at home... We went to school today in order to claim our clearance (which would be signed by our professors on Oct. 27) and claim our jacket. Well, I never expected that we would actually take the whole day just for that. O_O Why? It's simple: late announcements.

Okay I know it's unfair of me to blame our classmates/leaders, but I guess it's my fault for not asking too. But still, many of us came at 9am. Just as we arrived, we received word that the distribution of the jackets would be done AFTER LUNCH. T_T Of course, I was disappointed, because, instead of sleeping, I had to wake up early, without knowing that I would only be disappointed upon arrival.

My other disappointment is about the clearance. Our class president said that she had all the clearances signed by the university librarian. And of course, I was confident and all because I thought that my clearance is signed too; and my only problem would be the professors' signatures (which are to be signed at Oct. 27). But NOOO~ I was stupid and I didn't immediately know that I DIDN'T HAVE THAT DAMNED CLEARANCE SHEET. Or maybe I did, but my name wasn't on it. Okay, I guess I am the one to be blamed this time because I didn't ask at all. But how should I know? Our president said that ALL of our clearances were signed. And I thought it included the whole class. But NOOO.

And now I'm starting to wonder if I'm the only "stupid one" here. Oh well. It's college life after all.

So when Oct. 27 comes, I still have to run to the library to have my clearance signed. My problem is, I'm not sure if they sign clearances individually. According to my classmate, the librarian didn't sign her when she tried, and instead she was told that the class needs to come as "one". In short, the clearances of the class must be compiled and sent to the librarian for signing.

OOOOOOOOH DAMMMNNNAAATIIIOOOON!!! What did I do wrong to get this?!?!

And the sad point is, no one even cared to tell me. Even if I was "busy" at that time, they should have told me at least. Like "Hey, how about writing your name on your clearance sheet here?"... Was I too busy? No, I don't bite if I'm still busy. But still, they should have told me something, at least.. *sighs*

Now I'm starting to doubt true friendship... again. It seems like as though I'm only there when I'm needed. And I dunno if they really cared, they just forgot, or what. No, please, not again. Do I have to face that same situation for the nth time? History seems to be repeating itself, and the pain is haunting me once again...

...Oh and by the way, as said in my previous posts, I have experienced a lot of unfortunate events considering computers/online stuff. First, my comp crashed and I lost a lot of files. And then, I forgot ALL of the login details for my li_syaoran_cute email. And now, my comp has a virus XD;;; LOL. Oh well. It's because the technician wasn't able to install any antivirus program. *sigh* Well, I have a 'fake' CD here, Norton Antivirus 2005, but it needs a serial number. So I guess it's useless because I can't install it after all. And what's the use of an antivirus program if the comp is already infected? It's like, what's the use of prevention if the disease is already there?... What I need is a medication for my comp. If that exists, lol.

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