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The Magician

Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD

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ANGELI - Adventurous. Neat. Glorious. Elegant. Luscious(?!). Inspirational.

MEIRA - Misunderstood. Exquisite. Insane. Radiant. Artistic.
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The layout

The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.

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Weee.. XD The GS/GSD Club mood icons are credited to The Gundam Seed Community @ LJ for posting(?) and/or advertising these mood icons. It features the SEED Club, which is like a collection of chibi Gundam SEED/Destiny pics. They're so cute, and I can't resist using them. The icons were supposed to be for LJ blogs only, but anyway... So, yeah.. I'm crediting.. so I guess it's okay.. hehehe *salutes* ^^;

Waii~ XD And~ the Trinity Blood mood icons... they're created by me, so no take and no ripping off. Thank you. XD *salutes*

My Tarot Card

Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.

Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.

Tuesday, November 22, 2005
The Irony (dunno what to put lol)

Zomgz I'm using a Fllay avvy. lol. *random* xD

Anyway... I know it's not really a nice time to blog as of now, since I still don't know anything about Partnership and Corporation... According to our professor, we should read our book from chapter 1-2 for the weekend. But since I got too carried away in playing aeRO, I have to cram for it now. But at least I got to read some stuff about Partnership and Corporation although it's in a different book. XD;;

Setting the assignments/cramming aside, I just wanted to blog because I really had a weird day today. I dunno, but I thought it's really weird lol. Anyway we had our usual class in the morning, we began at 7:30 with Intro. to Psychology, although nothing significant happened. But I somewhat had fun because there was this part about perception and all, and it reminded me of art. XD

So after Intro. to Psychology, we were supposed to have our class in Logic [which is, so far, my fave subject] but our professor didn't show up. *frowns* So, knowing our class, everyone walked out after 30 minutes of waiting [for nothing].

My friends and I ate at the small restaurant which is not really a restaurant (erm... carinderia in Tagalog XD) near our school, and after that we went to the nearby mall to enjoy the aircon *lol*. We did nothing though, we just sat and talked about stuff...

And while we were already 'refreshed', one of my friends suddenly thought about seeing her boyfriend. And soon everyone agreed to the idea to 'meet' my friend's bf near Benilde (the school where her bf studies)... so there we got a taxi and went to the Providence Tower(? .. it's near my friend's bf's school). Upon arriving at the place, I felt some kind of weird feeling but I didn't pay attention to it. Even if I didn't want to be there, I had no choice since I was already there. Besides, if I stayed behind in the mall, I would be kinda bored because I won't have company. ^^;

So all of us went into a karaoke room and sat there for a few moments, until one of my friends realized that she left her cellphone in the taxi that we just rode on. I know it's disappointing for her but I can't help but feel annoyed because that could have been prevented if she just kept her phone inside her bag... well to whoever she was texting to, he/she could have waited and understood that my friend was in the car hence she can't bring out her cellphone. But there's no more choices now, her cellphone is lost. Maybe it's already stolen by another passenger. *shrugs*

While my friend sulked over her lost cellphone, two of my other friends brought out their cigarette packs and started smoking. I know they're my friends, but I really hate to see them smoking. I found it hard to breathe inside the karaoke room since it was small, and two of my friends were smoking. Imagine that. *scratches head* But at least they weren't inviting us to smoke or anything. And that's good enough.

But since they were smoking, I couldn't help but put my handkerchief on my nose. So they giggled but I didn't care. Besides I'm not the only one who's irritated anyway... my friend Maine went out of the karaoke room after a few moments. And I followed suit.

After a few minutes we found out that most of us went out of the room except two of my friends who were smoking inside. lol. Anyway, I know they're quite offended but they should consider us, too.... but oh well. It's their lifestyle after all...... So yeah... while sitting outside, we ordered some french fries and ate.. after a while my friend (Mia)'s bf arrived and then they had their own conversations and all.

Then it was at that moment that I realized that the Providence Tower (where we were situated at that moment) was near to Jeddy's school. I texted her and she told me that she was waiting downstairs... although it's sad since we got to see each other when we were about to go back to school.

But I'm somewhat happy because I saw her... but I was surprised too because her appearance changed ^^; Honestly... Jeddy, you look stressed. o.o; And I thought I should be more stressed since we're in Accounting... ^^; peace Jeddy~ XD

So yeah... that's it. After that we went back to school and we had our seminar from 1-4. My dad told me he'd fetch me at 5pm (since I told him that the seminar might end at 5pm, considering our Filipino time hahaha), so I went to the mall first and had some coffee from Starbucks. By the time I consumed my coffee, my dad called me and told me that he's ready to fetch me. ^^;

Nothing special happened here at home, I just did my homework while getting constantly bugged by friend Sakura... XD She told me to play aeRO tonight but I can't since I'm busy... maybe next time.

I realized that it's quite ironic since I was cramming at a time when my friends are available to play... gosh I should've done my homeworks this weekend... *shrugs* Oh well.

And *breathes heavily* lastly, I realized that I am quite cynical... I keep on doubting my friend's motives... but I can't help it since I'm kinda paranoid. I'm somewhat disturbed since some of my friends in school don't chat with me at all... I know it's not a big deal, but..... *sigh* oh well...

Maybe that's all for now, since it's getting late. Oyasumi ^^;

6 broken chains [+] 10:19 PM