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The Magician

Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD

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ANGELI - Adventurous. Neat. Glorious. Elegant. Luscious(?!). Inspirational.

MEIRA - Misunderstood. Exquisite. Insane. Radiant. Artistic.
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The layout

The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.

The mood icons

Weee.. XD The GS/GSD Club mood icons are credited to The Gundam Seed Community @ LJ for posting(?) and/or advertising these mood icons. It features the SEED Club, which is like a collection of chibi Gundam SEED/Destiny pics. They're so cute, and I can't resist using them. The icons were supposed to be for LJ blogs only, but anyway... So, yeah.. I'm crediting.. so I guess it's okay.. hehehe *salutes* ^^;

Waii~ XD And~ the Trinity Blood mood icons... they're created by me, so no take and no ripping off. Thank you. XD *salutes*

My Tarot Card

Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.

Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.

Saturday, January 21, 2006
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Frustration and threats

Okay... today is another one of those days wherein there's nothing much to do. Well, there is something to do right now (homework) but I don't feel like doing any. Besides, it's our University Week this week... so I guess I shouldn't bother... yet. I'm not really in the mood for studying right now. I'm actually more in the mood for rampage. Well, if only I could do that *shrugs*

So... yeah. I got reprimanded by my parents AGAIN. XD I stayed up late until around 11:30 pm playing depaRO... and soon my mom went to my room and started blabbing about discipline and all that shit. Hell yeah, I know it's my fault, but I can't help it since it's a WEEKEND for Ra's sake!!! T__T; I rarely get to enjoy some time with my guildmates and now this. Like, wtf. Arrrgggh. Yet I can't help but feel annoyed at times because they don't seem to get what I was saying to them yesterday. I know they care for me and all but can't they just let me do something freely?! Heck, it's the University Week.... and there's no classes for the week. All we're gonna do are activities and all those stuff... and as I said, NO CLASSES. So why the fuck should I concern myself with homework when it's not the right time to do so?

They told me this. "Just because it's University Week, it doesn't mean that you should stay in front of your computer all day..." Well I got their point but gimme some damn reasons why should I stay away from the computer? Well, it's boring. It's a weekend... and I don't have much to do here since I'm just waiting for the afternoon to come so I can go to our "play watching" for Psychology. We'll be going to a nearby university to watch it. We'll be going as a class.

Pffft. Oh and yesterday, my dad even told me that he wouldn't even DARE to bring me to school today (for the play watching). Even if it's a joke or not, it's not funny. LIKE WTF. I don't mind being threatened when it comes to the telephone/my computer, but when it's about academic stuff, LIKE WTFUCKINGHELLDAMNATIONARRRGGGH. Well, DAD, you can threaten me with the computer/telephone, all you want, at your pleasure, but don't ever... EVER THREATEN ME NOT TO BRING ME TO SCHOOL!!! IT'S LIKE INVOLVED IN ACADEMICS AND YOU'RE SAYING THAT I WON'T ATTEND ACADEMIC ACTIVITIES?!!!? SO YOU DON'T WANT ME TO STUDY!?!?! LIKE FUCKING HELL!!! YOU'RE CONFUSING ME! DO YOU WANT ME TO STUDY OR WHAT?! HUH?! TELL ME DAMMIT!!!

*sigh* Too bad I still don't know much about commuting. =__= Well, they never DID teach me how, because they're TOO PARANOID about me getting kidnapped, raped and all that shitty stuff. Arghhh... this is annoying.

I think I'm in for a LOOOOOOOOONG ANNOOOOYIIIINGG week. So much for the festivities and all. -__- I don't even think I'd be able to play depaRO this week, even if there's nothing to do. Like HELL. =.="

Argh.................... I need a new sketchbook.
(10:39 am)

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