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The Magician

Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD

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ANGELI - Adventurous. Neat. Glorious. Elegant. Luscious(?!). Inspirational.

MEIRA - Misunderstood. Exquisite. Insane. Radiant. Artistic.
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The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.

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Weee.. XD The GS/GSD Club mood icons are credited to The Gundam Seed Community @ LJ for posting(?) and/or advertising these mood icons. It features the SEED Club, which is like a collection of chibi Gundam SEED/Destiny pics. They're so cute, and I can't resist using them. The icons were supposed to be for LJ blogs only, but anyway... So, yeah.. I'm crediting.. so I guess it's okay.. hehehe *salutes* ^^;

Waii~ XD And~ the Trinity Blood mood icons... they're created by me, so no take and no ripping off. Thank you. XD *salutes*

My Tarot Card

Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.

Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.

Saturday, January 28, 2006
Untitled XVIII

...Have I mentioned in my previous posts that my parents know nothing about my current situation with my friends? I think I haven't mentioned it before. But at least you know now... Yeah. *sighs*

My day wasn't so lonely as yesterday, thanks to Rika-chan and a few online friends *huggles them all*. I was feeling fine for the day, although this evening I was struck once again by the power of angsting. Kinda. Life really is unfair. I know it has been proven a fact, but I can't help but feel this way. I'm feeling so annoyed and frustrated right now... and I feel like crying it out. Well, if only I could. =_= Well I CAN cry but I can't cry when I'm around people, even if they're my close relatives and all. I want to cry alone... I wish for my room to be locked when I angst, but noooo~ I can't lock the door because my parents would start suspecting again. It's not that they don't trust me- er... nevermind that, forget it. I guess I could say that they really DON'T trust me, since at times they tend to treat me in such a way that one can conclude that I really am a daughter who can't even earn an ounce of trust from her parents (did that make sense? it's a run-on sentence!! hohoh lol nevermind).

So as I was saying, while sitting/standing/whatever at the anticipated mass awhile ago, I thought of a lot of things. Well it's not really "thought of", since the thoughts simply flooded my mind... so yeah. Oh and I was talking with my mom before the mass started... and I immediately shut up since she told me to keep quiet. I know it's a "shallow" topic, but heck, it's quite unfair. We can still talk since it wasn't the start of the mass yet... *shrugs* It was annoying but I just complied- so I just kept quiet. And soon (during the homily) my dad started bugging my mom about the zipper of his small bag (which carries his cellphones and some other stuff *coughs*). I was surprised that she didn't even complain! Well we were already in the middle of the mass.... BUT SHE FIXED IT, AND SHE DIDN'T EVEN COMPLAIN?!?! Like wtf that was so annoying. I was talking to her when the mass hasn't even started yet, and she told me to shut up; and when my dad bugged her in the middle of the mass, SHE COMPLIED?! LIKE F*CKING HELL!!!!

*coughcough* Other than that, I realized that I might actually get removed from the awardees list this 2nd semester because there's this ONE subject wherein I wasn't able to pass all the requirements for the midterms. =___= Woot. Go me.

... And of all subjects, it had to be Religion. YES RELIGION! =_= So go and laugh at me all you want. *sighs*

Well I'm not assuming that I'd fail, but there might be a possibility for my grade to be a low one since I wasn't able to do any community service. And unfortunately, that represents 50% of the grade ;___; so that means my grade would deteriorate big time. *shrugs* Oh well. I can't do anything about it now, can I? My classmates said (if I heard it right) that our professor won't accept any more submissions. WAAAAH I DON'T HAVE A BRIGHT FUTURE WAAAH LOL =_=

Oh and I think I'm in love with "Forbidden Love" XD *runs around the room like a lunatic* Errmm nah, not really ^^;; I'm just somewhat interested since it's similar to our guild. I mean... look... the poses *___* waaai XD *drools* Too bad it's aired at around 10:30pm... at that time, I'm either asleep or cramming for homework =_=; Oh well.

I have more to post but I'm not really in the mood right now. Besides, I have to sleep =_= Because I heard that we might be swimming again tomorrow morning T__T But I'm feeling too lazy. Ah nevermind. Bye for now...

1 broken chains [+] 10:32 PM