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The Magician

Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD

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ANGELI - Adventurous. Neat. Glorious. Elegant. Luscious(?!). Inspirational.

MEIRA - Misunderstood. Exquisite. Insane. Radiant. Artistic.
And your name means...?

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The layout

The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.

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Weee.. XD The GS/GSD Club mood icons are credited to The Gundam Seed Community @ LJ for posting(?) and/or advertising these mood icons. It features the SEED Club, which is like a collection of chibi Gundam SEED/Destiny pics. They're so cute, and I can't resist using them. The icons were supposed to be for LJ blogs only, but anyway... So, yeah.. I'm crediting.. so I guess it's okay.. hehehe *salutes* ^^;

Waii~ XD And~ the Trinity Blood mood icons... they're created by me, so no take and no ripping off. Thank you. XD *salutes*

My Tarot Card

Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.

Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.

Saturday, February 11, 2006
I'M AN IDIOT. XD

[mood

utterly ashamed, crushed, and disappointed]
[music Gundam Seed - Nicol's Piano: Theme of Tears]

I have never thought that I would act so FOOLISHLY again. Today, I got SCAMMED. In real life. Yes I'm a fucking idiot and now you can laugh at me like a fucking lunatic. And you can shut up now (this doesn't apply to my online family).

...*kills herself in her imagination*

Well as some of you know, I'm supposed to order some pins for my friends and also for myself... Oh wait, I already DID! *sarcastic* So yeah... I went to the mall to have those pins made, and I was happy because I'll be paying (well.. supposed to be) only around 25 pesos (P25) per pin. Well I was assuming that it was so since the advertisement/paper/whatever said that you can buy two pins for a cheaper price. So I ran there and had all 31 pins made (some of them were "ordered" by my classmates).

Maaaan was I soooooooooo wrong with that advertisement thingy. Upon payment of the newly-made pins, the saleslady told me to pay a whooping ONE THOUSAND FIVE HUNDRED FIFTY PESOS. *pulls her hair out* I was obviously surprised at the amount, because I was certain that I'd only pay around P750 (if the price was P25 per pin that is). She told me that the advertisement was for pre-made pins only... like WTF. They didn't even specify that in the advertisement! I asked but they said it's only 40... and now the price/s shot up all of a sudden?!

But anyway... I paid the price... much to my dismay. Sheesh and they didn't even issue receipts. Damn. =_=" After all, it's already made and it'd me more trouble if I wouldn't pay. *sigh* But then again, I guess this'll be a lesson for me... since I am part of this stupidity after all. I was too gullible, I was too foolish to the point that I didn't even check/countercheck, and last of all I was too "kind" because I even shouldered the stuffs (or should we say pins) of my friends, when they should be the one to do the ordering themselves.

So I guess I really am at the "losing point" here. Why? Because:
... I don't have much money anymore.
... My friends might think of me as a scammer (I guess you can't avoid that) even if I'm not.
... My reputation is tarnished since I looked like a fool up to this time
... I wasn't able to do any more shopping because the "extra" money was also used up. =_=

Oh and I might be putting off comments for this post.
Well I don't want to see any messages that pertain to the commentor laughing/teasing at me and all. *paranoid* This situation has already been embarrassing as it could get, and laughing at me won't do any good. Well, unless you're part of my online family (Talia, Cagalli, Shinn, Natarle), I guess I could still tolerate. Maybe. =_=

*sighs* Before I end my post, I would just like to give a big THANK YOU to the following for being concerned (for asking about what happened, etc etc etc)...
--- Shinn *salutes* 8D
--- Kamiya
--- Nicole
--- Jeni
--- Gian (even if we just had a short YM conversation) :p
--- and all the people who I forgot because of angst overload. :0

That'll be all for now... I'm gonna take a bath, angst, and see if I would feel better later. *floats away*

0 broken chains [+] 6:50 PM