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The Magician

Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD

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ANGELI - Adventurous. Neat. Glorious. Elegant. Luscious(?!). Inspirational.

MEIRA - Misunderstood. Exquisite. Insane. Radiant. Artistic.
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The layout

The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.

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Weee.. XD The GS/GSD Club mood icons are credited to The Gundam Seed Community @ LJ for posting(?) and/or advertising these mood icons. It features the SEED Club, which is like a collection of chibi Gundam SEED/Destiny pics. They're so cute, and I can't resist using them. The icons were supposed to be for LJ blogs only, but anyway... So, yeah.. I'm crediting.. so I guess it's okay.. hehehe *salutes* ^^;

Waii~ XD And~ the Trinity Blood mood icons... they're created by me, so no take and no ripping off. Thank you. XD *salutes*

My Tarot Card

Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.

Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.

Sunday, February 26, 2006
Procrastination at its best... again

[mood |

sick.. *achoo!*]
[music | Victorian Romance Emma - Silhouette of a Breeze]

Gaaah. I'm siiick. D: lol. I got colds. It's been a while since I last had colds... but still. Waah I can't breathe easily. D: And when I talk, I sound funny... some of my friends say that I seem like I'm talking while holding my nose... or something like that. o.o

Anyway, nothing much happened today. As usual I did nothing but sit in front of the comp (and tv, during the airing of FMA). =_= I researched a bit for our English project [which is some sort of research paper]. I tried to read it, but I can't absorb anything D: I think my mind is too tired. Or lazy. Or maybe it's because I've been sleeping late these past few days. xD;; So.. there. I printed it out anyways, although I'm not sure if I'd be able to paraphrase it. Aww gawd, Maine's gonna kill me. X_X I'm such a lazy bum. Weee~

So much for the 4-day vacation~ I didn't do anything productive. As in I didn't do ANYTHING productive, be it in academics or in drawing. Ahahaha... *shrugs* I swore to myself last Friday that I would balance the trial balance for our Accounting, but up to now I still haven't balanced it. X___X Aww man, I really don't have a future for Accounting.. T__T I think I'd end up in the Legal Management course... *panics* OMFG I wasted one year of my life!! WAAAAH!!!! I feel like killing myself, but I guess it's too trivial. =_=;; So I have to live up this one helluva life.

How time flies~ it's already Sunday. And tomorrow's Monday... there'll be the Victorian Romance again! I'm sooo gonna watch it. Go William! Fight for Emma! =D LOL weeee XD

*coughcough*

But.. tomorrow.. Monday.. is gonna be a busy day. =___=; my 2 groupmates/friends [Maine and Ghe] are coming over to my house. We're gonna do our English project, which is about the reason/s behind the gradual decrease of Accountancy students. It's a somewhat interesting topic, but in a way, it's also boring. Oh well. We don't have a choice anyway, since our professor wanted a topic which concerns our current course. We haven't discussed our plans in detail yet, hence I dunno much about the stuff we're going to do. I think the only thing I have to do is to research and paraphrase what I have researched... unfortunately I haven't paraphrased them up to now. Man, I'm deaaaad. XD I know I hate freeloaders, but I have this feeling that I'm becoming one of them this time. Haha. Man, I need to fight against this feeling of procrastination.

But then again, I'm losing motivation. *whacked* It's just our first year and I'm already losing hope.. greaaaaaat. T__T You know what, I envy my mom. Even though she lost hope while taking Accountancy [in her college years], she felt that feeling when she was in third year... compared to me, who's losing hope while I'm still in the first year... *whacked again* Oh I dunno. Maybe it's just because I got an 88 and I got a rainshower of scoldings from my parents... *sigh* I need inspiration. And I mean inspiration to study, not inspiration to draw. XD

Oh and I've noticed something... I seem to be listening more and more to instrumental music these days. o_o *points to her playlist which is composed of instrumental mp3s from different animes, particularly GS/GSD and Victorian Romance Emma* XD My mom said that I should AVOID listening to music (even if it has lyrics or not) while reviewing/studying. She has a point... but I find it really hard to study in complete silence. I feel paranoid when it's silent, and a lot of unnecessary thoughts tend to flood my mind when it's silent... *sighs*

Okay~ my post is getting longer, but it's still pointless XDD Oh well. Oh and even though I didn't do anything productive today, I feel kinda accomplished since I was able to make a layout for my friend Sechskies~ yay. :D She's not gonna use it yet, but I feel accomplished. Wee! *salutes* Maybe I really have this generous thingy in me.. that's why I tend to keep on giving... but then again... *remembers something bad*... erm. Nevermind. XD So there. lol. Oh and I made a layout for myself too... but I'll be editing it next time. After all, the site's not really anime-related. XD I think I haven't mentioned this yet, but I'll be making a site which would be a compilation of random pics taken through my cellphone camera. Most of them are nature pics. XD Talk about being inspired from the anime "Windy Tales". And no, I don't watch that. But I got inspired by merely looking at the commercial. XDD;;;

Laadeedaa~ I also got to watch the first part of GSD Episode 50... I watched it at YouTube.com... Considering my slow connection, I think I only saw around 1/2 or 1/3 or the episode... D: But I'm still happy. Weee Rey and Shinn rulez!! XD Hopefully, I'd be able to watch the rest of the episode when I get to go to an internet shop or something. XD I wanna watch more of Rey!! And Shinn!!! XDD Weeee *squeals* Okay enough fangirl-ing over GSD~ I need to go. Weee~ It's almost 7pm. It's almost time to get off the compie~ for I have other stuff to do. XD And~ I need to rest too~ since I'm sick. It's just colds, but I don't want it to get worse. D: So... there. Hope to update next time. ^^;

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