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The Magician

Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD

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ANGELI - Adventurous. Neat. Glorious. Elegant. Luscious(?!). Inspirational.

MEIRA - Misunderstood. Exquisite. Insane. Radiant. Artistic.
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The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.

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Weee.. XD The GS/GSD Club mood icons are credited to The Gundam Seed Community @ LJ for posting(?) and/or advertising these mood icons. It features the SEED Club, which is like a collection of chibi Gundam SEED/Destiny pics. They're so cute, and I can't resist using them. The icons were supposed to be for LJ blogs only, but anyway... So, yeah.. I'm crediting.. so I guess it's okay.. hehehe *salutes* ^^;

Waii~ XD And~ the Trinity Blood mood icons... they're created by me, so no take and no ripping off. Thank you. XD *salutes*

My Tarot Card

Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.

Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.

Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Random post... but not really random.

[mood |

disappointed]
[music | Trinity Blood - Broken Wings]

A little something that I "typed down" on my cellphone awhile ago, while we were out. I was bored, so please don't mind its weirdness.

Alright, I was supposed to write about something... but alas, I have forgotten it. It must have been fated, so be it. Or maybe it's just an effect of drinking too much coffee.

I know Isaak-sama advised me not to imitate the puppet master's ways, but it seems that I am becoming more like him without me knowing it. Anyway, I am extremely bored as of this moment. I know that shopping malls are created to help take away one's boredom, but I am not walking around in the first place. I am staying here, in this seat, for a while now. My mother is talking with one of her old friends. However, I know nothing of what they are discussing.. hence, I am bored. On top of that, no one seems to have time to reply to my text messages.. and I feel like I'm wasting cellphone load. Ah well. At least I'm keeping myself busy, in a way.

A lot of things have been floating around my head. Well, don't take it literally... but anyway. I'm not sure, but I think it is an effect after meeting Isaak-sama for the first time. I admire his wisdom and disposition, and he certainly amuses me, despite the fact that I did more listening rather than talking.

Call me weird, but I miss talking with Helga, and, of course, Isaak-sama. Or maybe, I just miss the so-called 'silent noise' that we have encountered together. Ahh, silence. How I miss thee. The noise here is not good to hear, for it does not create a relaxing harmony to one's ears. I wish to return to my lair at once, but our business- or should I say my mother's busines, is not yet finished.

But I shall not falter, for salvation is near. I hope. For my patience is running short.

It certainly is getting dark. And it is time to go home. However, I still have not accomplished what I wanted to do. But alas, it seems that time has no consideration for me tonight. I certainly hope that there would still be a next time, should this time be insufficient.

Now my mind wanders once again. Will I go home with disappointment? Or will I go home with bliss?

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Well, now that I've posted what I thought about a while ago, it is now time to type down the rant of the evening. *clears throat*
I WASN'T ABLE TO HUNT DOWN, NOR BUY, ANY DAMNED ANIME VCD. DAMN SHIT!!!! TT___TT *groans and wails and bangs on any hard surface in her room*

I was expecting that I would be able to buy, but because of a misunderstanding, the so-called "VCD-hunting mission" has been a failure. Or should we say, a postponement. I am not sure who is the culprit, but it doesn't matter to me anymore. My anticipation has been ruined, and now I am upset. I guess I need to cool down a bit for now. Which means that no one in this house (except for the maids who will serve dinner) must come near me. Or they shall feel my angst or should I say wrath.

Well, we were supposed to go, but because of the lack of time (plus that certain misunderstanding), we weren't able to. Earlier this afternoon, after enrolling at school, my mom asked me where I would be buying the anime vcds. I told her, "we're going to ATC". Upon hearing that, she nodded, and asked another question, "in what floor of ATC are we going to buy the VCDs?", and I told her that the shop is in the ground floor. She nodded again.

All this time, I thought that she understood. But nooooo~ she didn't. She thought that this 'ATC' was a shop. A shop in the mall that we were in at that time, which is Robinson's Mall. ARRRRRRRRGHHHH!!!!!

*sighs* You could've seen my expression when she told me that she misunderstood the ATC thing. Well, how should I know? We've been there a few times, and I thought that she already knew it. Don't tell me that she doesn't know the name of place that we've been visiting for how many times now... *shrugs*

I am really hoping that there would be a next time, for this disappointment has taken hold of me for tonight. And if I'm weak enough, it might linger until tomorrow. Ah well. Fate is cruel, sometimes. And it's inevitable. *shrugs*

Now, off to the bathroom.. I need a bath.

0 broken chains [+] 7:28 PM