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The Magician

Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD

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My Name

ANGELI - Adventurous. Neat. Glorious. Elegant. Luscious(?!). Inspirational.

MEIRA - Misunderstood. Exquisite. Insane. Radiant. Artistic.
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The layout

The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.

The mood icons

Weee.. XD The GS/GSD Club mood icons are credited to The Gundam Seed Community @ LJ for posting(?) and/or advertising these mood icons. It features the SEED Club, which is like a collection of chibi Gundam SEED/Destiny pics. They're so cute, and I can't resist using them. The icons were supposed to be for LJ blogs only, but anyway... So, yeah.. I'm crediting.. so I guess it's okay.. hehehe *salutes* ^^;

Waii~ XD And~ the Trinity Blood mood icons... they're created by me, so no take and no ripping off. Thank you. XD *salutes*

My Tarot Card

Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.

Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.

Wednesday, May 10, 2006
I'm supposed to be reviewing...

[mood |

cranky]
[music | Rozenkreuz Orden Nightwish - Beauty and the Beast]

...We'll be having our final exams tomorrow. I'm supposed to be reviewing right now, but I'm not. Why? ... Because I'm still working on the groupwork for Sociology, which I'm tasked to upload to the Yahoo group that is made by our Sociology professor who gave me a fucking grade of 85, which I didn't deserve since I was active in class.

Unfortunately, it's not yet complete; since there are two "missing submissions". One of them is me, however, I'm already working on it. So that would mean that we'll be having one more "missing submission" once I'm done...

The question is, how are we going to submit our group work if there is ONE missing submission?! ... And that certain groupmate already texted me and told me TO MAKE HER ASSIGNED TOPIC BECAUSE SHE CAN'T GO ONLINE. WTF.

I admit that she kept me company for the summer term (since I was quite alone after Ezaria and the others had their "own world"), but that's not a valid reason to make me as her "improvisor". It's her job, and she should be able to do it. But she wasn't. Fuck.

Terrans. Pfffffft. They are testing my patience. Seriously. *TWITCH* And of all days to "test" it, it just had to be today, when I'm annoyed. Very annoyed. Bleargh.
I think my patience is at its limit now, since I still haven't reviewed ANYTHING yet. And soon my mom would barge in to my room and bitch at me about using the computer for nothing, when in fact I'm just online to update my blog and rant and to continue the project.

Damn group work. Bleargh.

Well... today wasn't that bad, although it was completely ruined in the afternoon due to Sociology. =_= We got to know our midterm grades, and gawd, the whole class was disappointed annoyed by the fact that no one, and I mean NO ONE, even got a grade higher than 90. The highest was 89, although it's still quite low (for us, at least). It's quite surprising, really, since we heard that our Sociology professor gives high grades; but it turned out that he doesn't, so there. Oh I dunno. It was just unfair, because we were active in the class and all, despite the fact that we were bored like hell. But we still participated; and I participated too. But all I got was a freaking grade of 85.

85. EIGHTYFIIIIIIIIIIVE. I DESERVE A HIGHER GRADE DAMMIT!!
I can't accept this grade. No, I don't want to accept the fact that I got this grade. Fuck, I don't deserve it. I deserve something a wee bit higher, please. Because it's just TOO LOW, for a student who wants to get in the honor list *groans*

But then again, I doubt that I'd be getting any award for this summer term. Because I didn't even get a single line of 9 in any of the three subjects that I'm taking up. Not even Biology, lol. Oh well. Biology's not my specialization, anyway.

So I got an 84, an 85, and an 87. Bleargh. Farewell awards. Heh.
I need to do good in the exams. But how can I, if I'm not reviewing?

Bleargh. I want to review, but I need to finish this damn project first. After all, the deadline is today, and we're tasked to submit it before midnight strikes, lol. The problem is, how can I manage to upload it if it has one "missing submission"?
I'd be glad to "improvise" for this missing submission, but I'm feeling too annoyed/lazy to do it. After all, it's not my job. And I'm not enthusiastic about it as of the moment.

Listening to NW's "Beauty and the Beast" on repeat. I love the song and it keeps reminding me of Basilisk and Helga for some reason. *whacked*

I'm waiting for my other groupmate (no, not the one who can't go online) to go online. I need help. Seriously.
Anyway, that's all for now. I'll update next time.

0 broken chains [+] 9:10 PM