Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD
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Wednesday, June 07, 2006
Of late updates and weird dreams =.=

[mood | weird]
[music | L'arc~en~Ciel - Honey]

Forgot to update some stuff about the times wherein we were... phone-less. Well. It was ultimate boredom, nyah XD Although I was able to watch FFVII: Advent Children, because of boredom. Nyah. Me love Yazoo. Haha. XD *whacked* I seem to have a fetish for long-haired bishies. *coughcoughblameIsaakcoughcough* Nyah~ I also watched Forbidden Love, episode 1 and 2 on DVD (I'm not sure since there's no ending theme o_O I watched for 1 hour, so I'm assuming). Nyah.

It's ironic, nyah~~ kaa-san (Talia) was looking for the DVD/VCDs, and it's only now that I found them AFTER our trip to Singapore. =_= Mou, I dunno how to send it to you, kaa-san~ since it's pirated and I doubt that the people at the post office would let me send something pirated XD Nyah~

Oh and I got to enroll too. Good thing I wasn't listening to what [insert terran name here] said. She said that we can't enroll for that day, so she told me to come back on the next day and stuff. I dunno, I wasn't really listening at that time since I was determined that I can enroll~ and besides, [insert terran name again] almost ruined my eardrums, lol. I was talking to her on the phone then some sort of high-pitched sound interfered with the line. It was like SCREEEEEEEEEEECCCCHHH!!!! =_= Mou. It really hurt my ears, nyah. But anyway, I was able to enroll. Hah. Thanks to my mom too for helping me, and letting me write on the check/cheque of doom. XD!

Okay, enough with the phone-less update thingy. I'm here to post about one thing: DREAMS. *breathes* Nyah~~

Maybe it's the reason why I woke up sooooo late today. I woke up at around 1:45 am last night, and I woke up at 5:45 am. Then at 7:45 am, then 9:45 am. It's weird that I keep waking up when the clock has its minute hand on 9 (meaning, 45). o_O

Anyways, I think I had a bunch of dreams last night o_O I had around 3, but I can only remember the two (although the second one's a bit too blurry, too). The last one's a bit too blurry... Anyway, one of them is the weirdest. And I must say, the scariest... well kinda. XD Nyah. I think it's a dream that was coinciding with the 6-6-06 thingy.

So it goes like this..... *type-away mode, on*

Dream 1
I was driving (yes, it's ME driving, woot) through some sort of bridge (it looked like the Skyway here in the Philippines) on a stormy/rainy night... My parents and our two maids (although I can't remember seeing the maids) were in the car too, and we're going to some place (which I can't remember where)... and then all of a sudden, I realized that we were going down some sort of slope, and it was slippery... and I can't see the road ahead because of the heavy rain. So I just steered(?) to the extreme left... and for some weird reason, we ended up "parking" in front of a weird structure..... which is a *cough* gothic-type of CHURCH. With a graveyard beside/around it. o___o

We were at its gates, and on the gate were the words "Rozenkreuz", in gold-plated metal/letters/whatever. And me, being the RCO fangirl that I am, I was thrilled to see that word =.= but I was quite scared because I was like "RCO in real life? Oh my." ...so yeah, we were staring at the letters and then we noticed that the gate was open. And then we also saw a bunch of people outside the so-called "church", with their respective cars (that were "parked" as well).

So yeh, we went in, sat down at the pews, and then we heard the organ playing... o_o It was freaky, nyah. I was expecting to see Isaak Fernand von Kampfer in the scene, but all I saw was this: an undead corpse that was dressed like Francesco di Medici. o.O And I looked at his face, and... it was scary. *falls over*

I was bothered by that, but I still tried to keep calm since I can still see "normal" people around us... and then while I was looking around, I saw a bunch of kids that looked like streetchildren. They were filthy, but I didn't mind since it's not the first time I saw filthy people... but the thing that made me freak out was the color of their skin. Well, it was kinda weird. It was neither pale nor green-ish.... I dunno. Just think of the skin color of the child in the Nightwish "Highest Hopes - The Best of Nightwish" album... so yeh.

I totally freaked out upon realizing that those "kids" weren't really "normal"... and I freaked out some more when I saw them lurking behind normal people's backs. It's like they're attempting to bite them, or something.

So yeah, some people realized/noticed what I saw too, and they started panicking. And most of us (I think) started heading out for the door... and suddenly, a whole bunch of corpses appeared. They were all dressed in black, in tuxedos, gowns and stuff. o_o And they were running after us "normal" people, nyah. It was freaky, they kept chanting about something like "we want your bodies".. and stuff. Nyah.

In the middle of the chaos, someone appeared, dressed in white. Although I must say that she looked like Sadako... o_____O but anyway, she scattered/gave us "normal" people some papers, and told us to fill it up before we leave. I dunno, it was weird... but we filled the form up anyway. While I was filling up the form, I can feel her (yes, the Sadako-ish female) hand rubbing my back. Although I must say, it was a *cough* kind rub. And she was... well... kind. o_O Although her loooooong hair was still freaking me out like hell.

The form had something like "we, _____, are never going back to this place again, or we shall face the consequences..." O_o But I dunno, I think it was forbidden to go to that place. But then again, I saw my dad there experiencing a consequence O.O He had his right (or was it left?) leg chopped off, like how Edward in FMA lost his left leg. I was worried and I immediately finished filling up the form (and gave it to the Sadako-ish female), and then I ran off to dad to support him and help him walk. And for some weird reason, all I uttered was "Don't worry dad, we can still have your automail". It was weird. LOL.

So yeh, after that, I woke up... at 1:45 am. =_=" And... I noticed that upon waking up, I noticed that my iPod (yes, I listen to my iPod while sleeping XD) started playing songs like "True Light", "Requiem", "Rinne no hate ni"... and the like. =_= Man, it took me a while before got back to sleep.

Dream 2
This dream's not really clear, but all I remember is having .. well, class. There's this professor who is annoying and doesn't listen to us complaining about the HEAVY load of schoolwork that she gave. o_O And.. there's this other professor (I think he's a guy) who... is annoying as well. But I can't remember what was he doing, nyah.

And... for some reason, some of my classmates (some from HS, some from college) were there too. o_O I can't remember them all, but all I remembered was Grethel sitting beside me, singing to the song "Arashi ga Oka" o_O it's weird, considering that she's not really an anime fan and all... *shrugs* Oh well.

---So yeh, that's it about dreams =.= Now I need to take a bath since we're gonna practice driving around the subdivision and stuff. XD! *runs off*

2 broken chains [+] 12:07 PM