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The Magician

Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD

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ANGELI - Adventurous. Neat. Glorious. Elegant. Luscious(?!). Inspirational.

MEIRA - Misunderstood. Exquisite. Insane. Radiant. Artistic.
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The layout

The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.

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Weee.. XD The GS/GSD Club mood icons are credited to The Gundam Seed Community @ LJ for posting(?) and/or advertising these mood icons. It features the SEED Club, which is like a collection of chibi Gundam SEED/Destiny pics. They're so cute, and I can't resist using them. The icons were supposed to be for LJ blogs only, but anyway... So, yeah.. I'm crediting.. so I guess it's okay.. hehehe *salutes* ^^;

Waii~ XD And~ the Trinity Blood mood icons... they're created by me, so no take and no ripping off. Thank you. XD *salutes*

My Tarot Card

Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.

Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.

Friday, July 21, 2006
Of English projects and getting online... and some other crap.

[mood |

enraged]
[music | Wolf's Rain - Stray]

I'm supposed to be offline now because I needed to work on my English project, but then again, I thought of updating first before I diss myself off the net.

My mom barged into my room awhile ago and went.. naggy (as usual) about me using the Internet. The phone was "on" since this afternoon, so I thought of going online this evening. So yeah, I was pretty sure that she "lifted" the handset downstairs and found out that I'm online... and well, the rest was history, lol.

I'm annoyed because I rarely get to go online these days (thanks to some effing professors who think that their subject is the only subject that we are taking up), and now that I'm online, they get mad.

*groans* What's so wrong about going online? They should be happy that AT LEAST, I'm not hogging the internet THAT much anymore (much to my dismay T_T), and at least, I'm doing homework! Okay, nevermind that. *curses*

I'm still working on my English project (yes, the 250 words-drawings thingy) and I have around 160+ words left to do. Yes, there's a big decrease, because I did some "instant" cards awhile ago to lessen the load. I got some pics from various pictures in my folders here, and I made them into cards. Heh, effortless, but I'm really starting to doubt that I'd finish all 250 words if I DREW them all. So yep, I'm printing. Some. XD I'll still draw, don't worry.

So yeah, my mom also said something about my 250 words project. She said that she's quite worried because my project seems thick (hell yeah, it IS thick) and it might give our professor a hard time to carry it around. =___=

It's so typical of my mom to worry about something like that but I'm prepared for that. I already have a box here, it just needs some decoration.

I dunno... I was annoyed by the way she said it. She's acting as if she's my professor already, dammit.

So what if my project is thick? It's my idea (despite the fact that some terran "plagiarized" the idea too), and I can do anything I want with it. After all, our professor said that we can do ANYTHING with our project, as long as we get to present all the words... so why should she bother? As if naman maaapektuhan sila kapag makapal ang project ko... anong masama dun?

*groans again* Dammit. It's my project, it's my effort, so any consequences thereafter would be my responsibility. So if the professor says it's ugly, too anime-ish, too many/too thick, or something else, so be it. At least I'd be proud to say that I thought of the idea, and I didn't depend on my parents for the design or any other crap (except for the electricity and printer ink, duh).

I dunno but I feel that I don't have much privacy here (at home) anymore. It seems that they WANT me to TELL them everything, and I mean EVERYTHING.

Hell, no.

I'm gonna keep "hiding" some things from them, as usual. That's what privacy is for, after all.

Besides, it seems that I get at least a five-minute sermon for EVERY f*cking thing that I mention/share/say/voice out.

So I guess it's better to be silent, haha. Silence is bliss. Feeeh.

I wanna kill myself now (yes, really. I'm not calling for attention here, but I'm really driven to. my life is getting me crazy. But, I need to buy/find some good poison first XD) but I still have some cosplay plans to attend to, and I'm still in the Accountancy Program. Maybe I'll wait till I find out I'm out of the program or something. Meh.

I hate my life. =_=

...

Oh and I read some messages on the Filcosplay forum and.. I read that the NCC Participants are required to be at the event before 12 noon. O__________O ...OMC. XD I can't help but feel more excited. XD

However, before the event, comes the projects and some other crap.

Yaaaay. *in a sarcastic tone*

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