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The Magician

Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD

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ANGELI - Adventurous. Neat. Glorious. Elegant. Luscious(?!). Inspirational.

MEIRA - Misunderstood. Exquisite. Insane. Radiant. Artistic.
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The layout

The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.

The mood icons

Weee.. XD The GS/GSD Club mood icons are credited to The Gundam Seed Community @ LJ for posting(?) and/or advertising these mood icons. It features the SEED Club, which is like a collection of chibi Gundam SEED/Destiny pics. They're so cute, and I can't resist using them. The icons were supposed to be for LJ blogs only, but anyway... So, yeah.. I'm crediting.. so I guess it's okay.. hehehe *salutes* ^^;

Waii~ XD And~ the Trinity Blood mood icons... they're created by me, so no take and no ripping off. Thank you. XD *salutes*

My Tarot Card

Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.

Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.

Saturday, August 12, 2006
I'm invisible. Don't tell anyone I'm online (again, lol). XD

[mood |

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[music | Weiss Kreuz - Carnival 2000]

Waiii, classes are over. For now, that is.

...

*panics*

MIDTERMS STARTING ON MONDAY AAAAAHHHH ACCOUNTING AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH NUUUUU~~!!!!

...

I'm doomed.

For the nth time, I'm doomed. Really doomed, I tell you. =.=""

Man, I seriously need to get my hands on some poison. >_>" Or something like that. XD

Question: What will happen if you put silicon (yes, the one with the "do not eat" written on its package) in your drink or food? O:

...Gawd. I'm hopeless. XD But then again, I'm hopeless because I'm too lazy =.=" And I'm not really studying hard. Meh~ XD But I dunno, I don't really feel enthusiastic lately. My friend Jeddy says that I'm just lacking motivation, but meh~ I dunno. I just thought that I might be getting "tired". O_o Well~ considering that I spent my whole life (from nursery to elementary OR highschool, that is) running after academic awards... it can be possible. =.=

And I just realized that in one way or another, I "missed" my childhood days~ because I spent more time on the study table rather than playing outside. And I spent my highschool days studying (and struggling) instead of planning for cosplays and attending anime cons/events. =__=

And here I am now, in college, spending more time on other things. ~_~ Gawd, am I subconsciously getting tired of studying hard?

I..... I... hope not.

But really, I spend more time "lazing around" rather than studying. And my mom gave me yet another sermon/homily/whatever last night about study habits. She says that I should stop listening to music while studying and... meh =.=" I dunno... My mind tends to wander off when it's quiet >_>" But I guess I have no choice but to comply. Even if it's hard to concentrate without music ;__; *wails*

And my mom caught me drawing yesterday. XD It's been a while since I last made a DRAWING (yes, not a DOODLE)... and it was quite coincidental that I came across my RK manga (which I bought from the NCC/Ozinefest event) and saw this page wherein Kenshin has that lethal look. *squees* I just felt like drawing it, so there ~_~" I was almost done with the pencil sketch until my mom barged in to my room (yes, she likes to barge in; she doesn't like to give me any freaking privacy). So yeah~ she was all like "stop spending all of your time drawing useless things". Like wtf. XD

Well~ if it's useless to her, it's useful to me. After all, drawing is an outlet for me because I bear a lot of grudges and I have to pour them out.

But I guess even drawing's a "forbidden" thing here at home now =.=" First it's getting online, and now drawing. What's next, texting? Or maybe staring at the anime posters glued (not really glued, but anyway) to my cabinets?

Hmm... if this keeps up, then it would be.. just a little more before I totally go out of commission insane. XD lol.

Anyway~ I just thought of updating because... I reeaaaaaaaaaalllllyyyyy miss going online. TT_TT

And my dad says that we'll go to you-know-where RIGHT AFTER the midterms (since we won't have classes on Aug. 21), which means I still won't be online despite the fact that our midterms is over. =.=" So I guess I have no choice but to:
1) Listen to my iPod all the way during our stay there
2) Draw like there is no tomorrow (unless I have an artist's block o_O)
3) Bring the DVD player and re-watch Trinity Blood, and DNAngel, RK/Rurouni Kenshin, and the Weiss Kreuz OVA/OAV/whatever
4) Take pictures of random plants and mountains and clouds with my digicam.

...So I guess it'll be pretty boring (since when was the last time I wasn't bored when we stayed there?) =.= ...Unless I get to have a laptop with wireless internet, which will most probably happen in about 100++++ years. =_=

I WANT A LAPTOOOOOPPPPPPP WITH WIRELESS INTERNEEEEEEEETTTT~~ *whines* And a DVD-reader-thingy (so I can watch TB there and make TB music videos), and maybe a good USB-cable-thingy for my iPod. o:

Yes, I'm demanding. XD But it won't hurt to dream about my dream laptop ~_~ Man, staying in you-know-where could've been less boring if I had a laptop~ haha. I want a laptop.

I reaaaaaaally want one. ~_~ Haha.

Oh well.

I guess I'll be ending this post now, I'm not making any sense anymore~ (See the effect of stress and grudges and stuff? No? Nevermind then.) XD Jaa~

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