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The Magician

Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD

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ANGELI - Adventurous. Neat. Glorious. Elegant. Luscious(?!). Inspirational.

MEIRA - Misunderstood. Exquisite. Insane. Radiant. Artistic.
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The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.

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Weee.. XD The GS/GSD Club mood icons are credited to The Gundam Seed Community @ LJ for posting(?) and/or advertising these mood icons. It features the SEED Club, which is like a collection of chibi Gundam SEED/Destiny pics. They're so cute, and I can't resist using them. The icons were supposed to be for LJ blogs only, but anyway... So, yeah.. I'm crediting.. so I guess it's okay.. hehehe *salutes* ^^;

Waii~ XD And~ the Trinity Blood mood icons... they're created by me, so no take and no ripping off. Thank you. XD *salutes*

My Tarot Card

Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.

Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.

Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Now erasing field operative blahblah as friend blahblahblah...

[mood |

sleepy]
[music | Honey & Clover II - Nakayoshi]

Hmm. It's been a while since I last updated, although I must say that this week is indeed not a good week. XD Well, should I say, last week wasn't really a good week. But then again, this week doesn't seem to be a good week either, but last week was much, much, worse. XD

Well~ it started last Friday, our "self-appointed leader" for our Dancing/P.E. group suddenly told us that we would begin practicing for the performance in Dancing/P.E... I wasn't really against it since I knew that we only have a few days to go.

So yeah, she told us to eat and stuff, although we (me, Mitchie and Sunshine) weren't really able to eat lunch since it was still kinda early. So the three of us just ate snacks and we also took some beverages.

Meh~ when we got back we started with the practice, and for some reason, this leader was really annoying. I dunno, it's like she became some sort of dictatorial leader or something. And she kept yelling/scolding us. What should she expect? We're not all good in dancing like she is. =_="

We started at around 10am with the practice (I'm not really sure but it's around that time) and we ended at almost 2 or 3, I think. I wasn't really feeling good by that time since I'm too hungry, since I wasn't able to eat lunch (I ate only snacks, remember?).

So that's Strike 1 for her. Now, on to Strike two. XD

We had our Youth Camp last Saturday-Sunday (we slept over at school during Saturday and we got to go home on Sunday morning). My parents allowed me to stay overnight but they told me to cover my whole body with Off Lotion (that mosquito repellent). XD

Well~ the Youth Camp was okay, although I must say that the Youth Camp last year was better, and it was more enjoyable. Anyway, I wasn't able to get any decent sleep (I got to sleep for 1 hour, but I don't think that was a "deep" sleep) for this year's Youth Camp, and I was sooooooooo tired by the time we got back to school from that darn "Pilgrimage Walk" and I was half-awake, half-asleep during the morning ^^"

So what made that leader have her Strike 2 in the Youth Camp? Simple.
1) She suddenly texted all of my classmates (not all, but most of them, especially those who were using a SunCell simcard) to tell us, the group, that we would have a practice at 7am on Sunday
2) She didn't attend the Youth Camp so she doesn't know the pain we went through. And considering that we're supposed to have the damn practice at 7am, I'm pretty sure that we (those who attended) would be dead.
3) SHE RUINED MY MORNING BECAUSE OF THAT DARN TEXT MESSAGE. Like as if I'd attend the practice, I need to catch up on some sleep dammit!

*ahem* Okay, nevermind.

As for the strike 3... I dunno how to explain it. But I feel like I've been scammed or something.

Well she told us that each member of the group would give 500 pesos for the costume-buying thingy. She said that she'd go and stuff, so yeah... I was expecting to get some change since I'm just a "guy" for the dance and my costume is around 250 pesos.

And boy I was surprised yesterday when she suddenly told us that we still needed to give 100 pesos. o.O I was like "huh? wtf."

Meh~~ I got into a lot of drama bacause of this, too. XD Well I tried airing out my complaint because it's just not fair (I'm paying 600 and I'm only getting something worth 250?)... and I got yelled at in return.

But being the wimp (new word! thanks Wolfram. LOL) that I am, I cried because I was so mad that.. that. I was so mad and frustrated that's why I cried =_=" *hides under Radu's shoe*

I tried complaining but I guess it's no use. Although I must say, that "leader" is quite.. I dunno how to describe it.. inconsiderate. Meh, oh well.

Hmm, I just remembered that it's the leader's bday this 27th (Thursday). Maybe I'll give her nothing. Or maybe a card, or maybe nothing. Haha. She deserves it anyway, she ticked me off this time, and I'm not forgiving her... yet. *smiles*

Meh.

I'm just hoping that I'm not alone in this fight. >_>" But there are some times wherein I can feel that there's something fishy going on in the group.. but then again, maybe it's just me. XD After all, I'm paranoid, and most people that I know hate me.

Heck, I think I live to be hated. ~_~" *sigh*

Okay, here I go again, angsting. XD Oh well.
I'm gonna sleep now. Bye~

1 broken chains [+] 10:43 PM