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The Magician

Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD

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My Name

ANGELI - Adventurous. Neat. Glorious. Elegant. Luscious(?!). Inspirational.

MEIRA - Misunderstood. Exquisite. Insane. Radiant. Artistic.
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The layout

The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.

The mood icons

Weee.. XD The GS/GSD Club mood icons are credited to The Gundam Seed Community @ LJ for posting(?) and/or advertising these mood icons. It features the SEED Club, which is like a collection of chibi Gundam SEED/Destiny pics. They're so cute, and I can't resist using them. The icons were supposed to be for LJ blogs only, but anyway... So, yeah.. I'm crediting.. so I guess it's okay.. hehehe *salutes* ^^;

Waii~ XD And~ the Trinity Blood mood icons... they're created by me, so no take and no ripping off. Thank you. XD *salutes*

My Tarot Card

Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.

Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.

Friday, October 27, 2006
Gaaaaah.

[mood |

sick]
[music | news on TV]

Meh. It's been AGES since I last updated >.>" There were a lot of stuff that happened, most of which are "issues" with my parents (as usual). There are also some issues regarding my shifting of courses... and, also some other stuff. Like my cosplay plans that are just... impossible dreams. XD

'Tis going to be a short update, because I'm feeling lazy and I'm not really in the mood.

My throat's kinda "itchy", I dunno, I feel weird. I think I'm having colds now. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

And to think that I'm going to be one of the judges in our subdivision's trick or treat event (yes, all because of cosplay, LOL). I'm going to put on some heavy make up, so I'll look really dead (I'm using my Isaak costume, again)... but the problem is, I think I have colds now, so runny nose means I need more tissue and... oh well.

My mom's nagging at me now, so maybe next time. Bye -_-

0 broken chains [+] 10:33 PM

Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Semestral break.. finally.

[mood |

pensive]
[music | Gundam Seed - Life Goes On]

Finally, it's our semestral break. It's almost like I've been waiting for 10 years before this very day... but now that it's here, I don't feel like I'm actually taking my semestral break. o_O It's not that I want to go to school now or anything, but I dunno.

Maybe because I wasn't really studying hard for this semester. Because if I was really studying hard, then I would've been more enthusiastic about the semestral break. But then again.... oh nevermind.

I got into a new fandom too~ Vampire Knight manga, woot XDDDDD I got to download the manga in the net shop right after my last exam, and I had it burned into a CD. So yeah~ I'm addicted. But I can't help it, the story keeps drawing me in. And call me demanding but I really want more. It's just like a vampire who says, "I don't think I'll be able to endure living off blood tablets for much longer, her blood was so delicious..."

And in this case...
"blood tablets" = the Vampire Knight manga scans that I have read
"her blood" = the scans/chapters that I haven't downloaded yet

Meh~ I'm addicted. XD Woot.

Anyway... I just thought of posting, I had a lot of ideas in mind awhile ago but for some reason they all vanished. Oh well~

And on a random note, there really are times wherein I doubt that I'd be able to join the CCS Skit practice/Photoshoot/Cosplay. Meh. Even if my cape&hood is in progress... I can't help but think that I might not be allowed or something like that. *sigh*

I live a miserable life. =_=

0 broken chains [+] 10:03 PM

Saturday, October 14, 2006
Of short updates and Paradise Kiss. =_=

[mood |

blah]
[music | Honey & Clover - Waltz (on TV XD)]

Meh. Final exams suck. =_=
Anyway, just a little more and the first semester's overrrrrrrr.

Just a little more and I'm going to have some decent sleep~!!!!

Meh~ short update. Nothing special is happening much these days.

On a side note.. I finished watching the anime of Paradise Kiss (XD Paradise Kiss marathon on vcd, after I watched the Paradise Kiss replay on Animax this afternoon). Call me weird but I cried at some scenes o.O Like during the part when Yukari went back to her home (after running away). I started crying after Yukari said "if you do love me, then listen to me" to her mom. I dunno, I just cried at that moment... XD

Anyway, yeah... I was really crying at some scenes, and especially at the last scene/episode. Meh.. it was so touching =_=" And at times like these, I can't help but think, am I really a hopeless romantic? XD

Meh. Anyway, I'm gonna sleep now, my eyes were tired watching (and crying). Haha. XD Although I must say, it was really a good cry. lol.

But I must say (too), some of the charas did a lot of bed scenes. XD *coughcough* Woot. *runs*

0 broken chains [+] 8:59 PM

Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Ah, irony. *short post* =_=

[mood |

tired]
[music | Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle - Aikoi]

Meh~ long time no update. XD Again. Haha~ we've been so busy these days.. we'll be having our final exams next week, gwaaah. XD Anyway~ a lot has happened since my last update, although I'm not really in the mood to list them all down right now. ^^; I'm too tired, I want to sleep. But we still have a lot of stuff to do~ =_=

And

About the "happenings", I'll update about them next time. And maybe I'll try listing them down by number. lol. XD But I'll do it next time because my mom's nagging at me now.

Jeez, it was just now that I got to access the internet and she's already like "And what are you doing?" =___= It's kinda ironic, just as I felt like updating awhile ago, she came into the room and yeah, I lost my mood.

That's why I always end up doing "unimportant" stuff first before homework. Because when I finish my homework, my mom would be all like "Okay, let's sleep. Turn off that computer now, you're already done with homework anyway". =_______=

I hate my life. XD

Okay enough ranting, I need to go. *groans*

P.S. To Jeddy, Sakura, Jeni?, Nicole and some other friends: Are you interested with the December event? I meant Vanitea, since it's a goth tea party and the venue's not really far.. ~_~ *random*

Okay, I'm off!

2 broken chains [+] 10:50 PM