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The Magician

Meira Kurosaki. Xedosarthea. Rey Za Burrel Barvon. Female, born on May 27, 1988. Loves anime / manga, coffee, going online, lazing around, yaoi, shounen-ai, anime music, J-pop/J-rock, angsting, drawing, procrastinating, listening to music. Narrow-minded. Weird. College student. Does not have a bright future. XD

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ANGELI - Adventurous. Neat. Glorious. Elegant. Luscious(?!). Inspirational.

MEIRA - Misunderstood. Exquisite. Insane. Radiant. Artistic.
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The current layout features Syaoran and Sakura from the anime/manga Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. The pic was downloaded from the Aethereality Gallery. This layout was designed/edited by me with the use of Notepad and Adobe Photoshop. Except for the image/s, fonts, textures/patterns and brushes used, everything else is mine, so no take and no ripping off. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle is © CLAMP. This layout was uploaded on August 19, 2007.

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Weee.. XD The GS/GSD Club mood icons are credited to The Gundam Seed Community @ LJ for posting(?) and/or advertising these mood icons. It features the SEED Club, which is like a collection of chibi Gundam SEED/Destiny pics. They're so cute, and I can't resist using them. The icons were supposed to be for LJ blogs only, but anyway... So, yeah.. I'm crediting.. so I guess it's okay.. hehehe *salutes* ^^;

Waii~ XD And~ the Trinity Blood mood icons... they're created by me, so no take and no ripping off. Thank you. XD *salutes*

My Tarot Card

Positive: The Chariot card represents the need to take control of ones actions to rise above the conflicts in ones life. The Chariot alerts us of the need to draw energy not only from our material resources but from within as well. The Chariot reminds us that we must have balanced energy in order to reap the rewards of all that life has given us. The Chariot represents a dualistic nature and that every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Focus and awareness is necessary in order to make the most out of the situation. Most importantly, the Chariot represents the need to hold on tightly to the reigns because should we let go we will face the likelihood of going way off course. Ultimately, if we don't hold tight and steer our way through, our life can get way out of control.

Negative: When reversed this card represents a lack of drive and focus or letting others manipulate us to their own ends. It can also mean arrogance or foolhardy behavior. A lack of control and imbalanced thought.

Sunday, November 19, 2006
It's just one of those days...

[mood |

guilty]
[music | Gundam Seed - Rey Za Burrel: Omokage]

I can't help but think that I must be one of those people who seem to annoy her parents a lot. I should be in the Guiness records. lol.

Anyway.... *sigh* it's just one of those days again. First, I made my dad angry last night, and now it's my mom. So yeah, they're both mad at me right now... heh.

As for my dad, I know it's my fault. But I'm still somewhat afraid to approach him up to now. And as for my mom, I dunno. I guess she was mad because of the way I answered her awhile ago. I guess I'm still too depressed to care about anything, not even the fight between Pacquiao and Morales that would be aired later on TV. So... yeah.

Call me weird but I'm wearing my CCS Costume right now~ I just felt like wearing it since... meh. The day 2 of the Hero con is today and our cosplay group got into the top 5... Unfortunately, due to what happened last night, I won't be able to go today. Heck, even if nothing happened last night, I still even doubt that I'd be able to go anyway since my dad will NOT leave the house today since he wanted to watch the freaking fight between Pacquiao and Morales... Knowing my dad, he'd be mad if he won't be able to watch it.

I was thinking of bringing my dad along to the Hero con today (they said that they'd be airing the fight of Pacquiao and Morales during the event too), but if he'd be there, then I would have a problem since he'd be watching my every move. And then he'll be all like, "Stop [insert what I'm doing here]. You look like a [insert comparison here]." =____= Then again, I won't be going to the Hero con today, anyway.

I guess I'm just too emotional these days. But I can't help it, cosplaying is one of the few things that make me happy. And it's so .. mortifying.. to see myself not in the event since... it's............ T___T *cries*

I hate my life. -_-

So I guess I won't be doing much today other than homework, crying, walking around the house in costume, avoiding contact with my parents while I'm in the house, and of course, watch the freaking fight between Pacquiao and Morales. I think the whole country's going to stop what they're doing just to watch this fight... *shrugs* It's not that I'm anti-Pacquiao/Pacman, I support him, but I'm just too depressed to care about anything right now. I just hope he'd win though.

I really want to go to the event today... nyah... *sighs and rolls over the bed in costume* After all we already went to church... and stuff... *sigh* I want to go, even if it's just for a while...

..can someone get me a taxi? I have money. I really want to go, argh. *rolls over again*

And. I'm. So. Bored.

Argh. I really hate my life...

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